Hi Guys
I am new on here so a big hello to everyone. This is the first time I have ever been in a forum and I guess the universe brought me here. I love Veronica's energy and what she does for all of us. Blessed to have her and grateful to have access to the knowledge she shares.
I just want to give you guys a brief I have been in a few abusive/toxic relationships in the past and I now fully understand how I had attracted those. I was introduced to LOA years ago but I had never applied it till now. I must say that I am really grateful that those toxic relationships did not work out because it lead me to meeting this amazing guy that I am head over heels in love with and he is the person I am going to attract back - I know the universe is working for me but there are days I am super positive that I feel his presence around me and then there are days when I am super depressed and in the state of lack. 
I want to give a brief background on this - there is a lot of negative family pressure from his side and despite that he kept meeting me - I was in love but he never admitted - I would spend days with him and he never crossed his limits even though there was tremendous sexual attraction - he would always say how heavily charmed he is by me and how I make him feel weak when I am around him. Our connection was so pure, we would talk for hours, just lay there look into each others eyes, share childhood memories, hug and fall asleep. He fought till the end until he just suddenly stopped meeting me and stopped communicating due to his family not wanting this. He may not be perfect but I know I am. not either and I love him. I want to be there for him in every stage of life and I love him so much. I know despite everyone being negative I know that we are twin flames and I know he loves me. I dont want to write too much details here as it will just reinforce the past. I know he loves me with what I saw in his eyes. 
I have been reading so much about LOA and RS - I have been