Thanks for your reply Cynthia, i'll keep persevering.

Neville Goddard's teachings are fairly hard to read and had looked at Joesph Alai and Agnes Vivarelli  on youtube to demystify his writings, but had heard of him manifesting his second wife successfully and this is what I want to do with my SP.

I think one of the main blockages for me is lack of self love and that i keep thinking of the 3rd party (i knew my SP when he was single, and found out 3 months later, he started dating someone who is similiar to me - she is even is in the same profession as me as a Special Ed teacher - case of me pushed out?) I knew I manifested this, as I thought I was never good enough for this guy, but in my heart - i know it's him i want to be with (and/or something better) and that the 3rd party find true happiness with someone else

I am changing my beliefs about myself (slowly but surely) and if anyone has any tips or links i can look at please let me know