There are tough times in life where we feel so much pain that we just want it to stop and that you wish that you could just be back to being happy or wish that you and your ex boyfriend/girlfriend could get back together. Well, this is also me at times. Recently, I got dumped two months ago and I was in major shock and pain. I thought that this was all one big dream. I said things such as “this is not real, it will he back to normal.” But, it turns out, I didn’t get back with my ex.

I was being needy, desperate and tried to get him to take me back but he wouldn’t allow it. What I’ve came to realise is that no one likes a desperate/needy person as they are sending bad vibrations. Even if you keep trying, you’re more likely to get the same results and your ex could likely pull away from you due to your neediness/desperation. Now, it’s normal to feel needy and desperate and it’s also good to talk to people you trust about your feelings. It’s a normal part of the grieving process.

Break ups are normal and if some things aren’t meant to be, then that’s fine. Now, it’s time to work on YOU. There are people in relationships that are so focused on their SP so much that they forget to love themselves. Sadly, this was me. I was insecure and I never spent time with other people who I enjoyed spending time with. I was too controlling as well. What I’ve learnt is that there will also be guys/girls who will walk into your life and when they leave a relationship, you start to learn by the mistakes you may have made.

Also, trust me, your ex will either come back or you will date someone even better! After all, there’s plenty of fish in the sea.! But just because I mention that your ex could come back doesn’t mean they will. Love comes when you least expect it! When you let go of your desire to have a boyfriend/girlfriend, you are telling the universe that you can be happy even without having an SP.

Once you’re in a relaxed and happy stat

Hello, I’m really sorry. I know I sound very desperate but, I’ve been listening to subliminals for about 12 days now and I feel I’ve kinda been attached again and I just want the feeling to go! So, today, in class, me and my friend were opposite my ex and his friend and over the weekend, I visualised my ex saying that I was depressing for some random reason and he is a jokey person and extroverted. So, in class, it turns out that my ex said something like she’s depressed. I’m not sure if it was some joke/a way to flirt etc as I know there are guys out there that do that accidentally. I don’t know if this means that my manifestation is near or if I’m just being stupid... I kinda want my ex back but, I don’t know how to fully let go. I let go but come back on this.

I listen to two subliminal videos and I put them on loop when I’m about to go to sleep and leave my phone all night so they play and they are really relaxing. And I’m sure of it. ^.^. They are both called: Make your ex go crazy over you by someone named music magic on YouTube who makes all sorts of subliminals. And yeah, binaural beats are good! Also, I’m not sure if I feel good. I feel I’m in a relaxed/calm position at the moment. Do you think that may count? I’m also going through a break up but, I feel ok at the moment. :D