It's been a while, hasn't it?
I'm sorry for abandoning this place. without rehashing my story too much, I hit a bit of a downward spiral in my life and felt stuck.
This attitude kept me stuck until I had a sudden realisation that I was doing it to myself.
So I've opted to go back to learn it all again, as well as applying what I have learned.
Focus on the good, get the good.
Focus on the bad, get the bad.