Do you even really know what living in the end means? Not everybody who thinks they're living in the end is really doing that. You can't be doing this halfway, questioning, doubting, and expect it to work. Whatever has happened in the past up until now is irrelevant because it can be changed, and you can change it. If you're living in the end, which means in your mind, in your imagination, with faith that what you are doing is creative, you already have the relationship, it's yours, even though it hasn't yet appeared in the outside world. This is your opportunity to create the relationship just the way you want it to be in your imagination first. It's like planting seeds and giving them a chance to grow into plants or trees or conceiving and waiting for the birth that will follow at whatever its appointed time is. It's absolutely pointless to try to manipulate outward circumstances directly by overt actions like arguing, trying to convince somebody of something, etc., and you don't need to try to if you create everything in your mind first.
Here are a couple of links to recordings that I recommend listening to:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YccI-t1yojk&t=9s
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-Pc6JSsbW4U
Last edited by Cynthia (6/13/2019 9:42 pm)