Yes! I will. The end is still fixed. But things have changed. His entire commitment level has changed. I found out throughout these 3 months of radio silence he was constantly trying to make up his mind and see how he could make things easier for us to get together. He was trying to switch jobs, get close to my area, apparently he was on the verge of shifting away from his office and close to my stay. His perspective about us has changed entirely, he's a thousand times more serious. So I never had a proper breakthrough with respect to sats. It was a gradual process for me when it just felt so obvious that I could talk to my friends about him like he's with me. Even when I was lying through my teeth about us, it got so obvious that it didn't feel like I was lying. Like something inside of me had believed it. Funny thing is, he said stuff like he knew I was going to reach out and I actually was about to call him a couple of times before it, but I stopped. Yesterday it was different. To be honest I was drunk lol. And instead of going in the wrong direction, my mental talk was something like : "He's yours. Call him. Everything is taking me where I want to". I had eliminated choices. I had eliminated the thought that I can make a wrong choice and reset in my head that everything I do, irrespective of what I do, will take me to him. This stopped me from overthinking about choices. And helps me feel free of making the wrong choices. And I relieved myself of the burden of doing techniques except SATS and maintaining my mental diet because those are the things I'll be able to continue even when my wish is fulfilled.
All the best to you! Success stories are what helped me. For the past 1 month I avoided everything related to doubt and if I saw something that mentions "not working" in it, I simply ignored it