Kasper80 wrote:
aww..don't know if that's hard for you to watch? or joyful which is good..IF you don't mind- can you share what happened? I def take that as a good sign! I am on day 3 of the challenge and honestly--slot of this stuff I have been doing everyday anyway so I will stick with it for fun- just to see if I can even get a damn text back- tho there is a part of me that is like whatever...if he wants to ignore me then he aint worth it
I enjoy watching it. I enjoy stumbling into stuff that reminds me of him. I'm not doing anything to be honest. Scripting, visualising anything. I visualise naturally when I'm in a good mood. Sometimes I visualise how it would be to have him around when something bad happens and he's helping me get over that. I let it flow naturally. When I visualise this way, it's always something really warm and nice. I mediate to cool off my mind. I find guided meditation for a particular desire a little forceful at times, I mean I've read a lot of success stories but I've always forced my way around things and I'm doing stuff differently this time. I occasionally remember what happened and feel bad, but I let it go. I'm not trying anything specific for calls or texts or apologies. I have mutual friends but I've not asked them anything about him since the past 2 months. It only bothers me and there have been instances of false information which has only made me act irrationally. I don't care how it sorts, I want to be surprised lol. As long as it's on my way to my final desire, I'm not bothered.