Dear community,

I hope this is the right way to ask my question. Please bare with me, I try to give as much information as possible but not to write a novel at the same time. And Englisch is not my first langugage so I hope you understand me.

Two years ago I started working at my local grocery store (I'm a student and need money). There I met my specific person. I knew from the very beginning that he is married but I fell for him. I never did anything or said anything but last year we started talking. We were talking for hours sometimes, even at work like we had no worries in life. 
He helped me with moving houses and was such a kind person. Long story short he fell for me too (he already was very unhappy in his marriage and just stays for the kids - probably why he manifested me into his life - I can give him the love he so desperately craves) and we had an on and off relationship for a couple of months. Eventually he did something that kind of ended the relationship again but at the same time didn't end it completely. 
We see each other reguarly and I text him from time to time. He never really cut ways even if he could (even with work it would be possible) 

Now the thing. I "met" Veronica via youtube and felt immediately connected. Many people told me that manifesting a specific person is black magic or voodoo or just plain wrong but Veronica has the right arguments. So I started the 25 Day Challenge. I already changed my life regarding to focusing on me and such. The last few weeks I got so many signs and felt so good. He didn't contacted me back yet but he read my messages very fast and it seemed as the knot would have been broken quite fast. 

A week ago I had a conversation with a co-worker and I thought she is a good person so I told her about the relationship and she told me so many things I needed to know in order to support my specific person reagrding custody, money and things like that. 

Yesterday after a weird conversation she suddenly told me that my specific person allegedly said very mean things about me. I felt awful. Why would he say such things? Friends of mine who know him very well said he would never say that and that my co-worker is not trustworthy. Unfortunately there is another co-worker who hates me deeply who seems to be a good friend of the so called untrustworthy co-worker. 

Now that I realize that my man would have never said those awful words and that my co-worker seemed to manipulate me in order to be able to gossip with the other co-worker I am so afraid and anxious that my love will be told that I talked about us. I am so worried that I will loose him because I am so naive to think that every person is nice and means well. 

What happend with my great weeks and the signs? Is there anything I can do to "undo" this mistake? I always told him I would never hurt him on purpose or otherwise but would he understand? He had bad relationships before. Women often hurt him and broke his heart. But I'm different. I love him dearly from the bottom of my heart. I made a mistake by thinking she means well. Can I manifest something or say affirmations to 1.) feel better again and 2.) manifest everybody to be nice to each other?

I hope you understand what I was saying. 

I already say a big thank you to all of you and may the universe bless your souls.

lanuali89