Posted by Oxolove  12/22/2018 3:36 pm | #1 |
Hello,
I guess I’ll start by giving y’all a back story. I met my SP back in February 2017, we dated for a while until about July 2017 when things got more serious but he still would not ask me to be his girlfriend. Frustrated about the situation, I chose to end things between us around August 2017. After that i regretted my decision and I would contact him on and off and he would reply but then will go off the map. The months that followed were miserable because I missed him and felt like the connection between us was like nothing I ever experienced. Around November of 2017 he started to contact me more often and will even began to call me beautiful and will text good morning and goodnight. However I was needy with my energy and I think that scared him off. We still maintain contact and eventually started dating again in february 2018 and seeing each other regurlaly. I got needy again and asked in March if we were going to be in a serious relationship or not. He agreed to being with me but would put the least effort possible and that cause a lot of resentment on my part. He would hardly contact me or make plans with me. I broke things off with him again in May.
After that a month past or so and we had a conversation about the break up. He told me that he did care for me and wanted for us to work but he felt pushed in to a corner when I asked him to be with me in March. He also told me we should give it time. I agreed because I didn’t want to push him away. We continued to see each other and have sex. It was great but during that time I started to feel so much pain that I could have him but not in the way that I wanted to.
We spoke on and off during the next few moths because I would get upset when he would ignore me sometimes. He would not respond to my texts. He would not make time to see me and I became angry and would cut off contact with him. I will always reach out again though and we would start seeing each other again. The last conversation we had was that he was not ready for a relationship and that he did care for me but felt like a break would be good between us. I agreed but I feel so that that I cannot manifest him back in the way that I would like. I am giving his space but I am having so much doubts as to whether I should move on and give up.
It is possible to manifest him being and wanting to be in a relationship with me. Where he makes me a priority and wants this as much as I do?
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Posted by Cynthia 12/24/2018 4:19 am | #2 |
Below is a link to Neville's recording of The Secret of Imagining, short version. It's a good introduction to conscious creation. He's the best, forget the rest.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YccI-t1yojk&t=9s
The first man to raise a fist is the man who has run out of ideas.
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Posted by Selfloveiskey 12/24/2018 8:32 am | #3 |
Do what resonates with YOU
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Posted by Oxolove 12/25/2018 2:42 pm | #4 |
Thank you for the replies! It is appreciated. I think what I’m conflicted about is, if is really possible to turn things around, things seem so bleak. I know he loves me and cares for me that’s not a doubt. I just don’t know how to focus on the positive an on what I want to get the desired result...how can I go about this?
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Posted by Selfloveiskey 12/25/2018 2:49 pm | #5 |
Oxolove wrote:
Thank you for the replies! It is appreciated. I think what I’m conflicted about is, if is really possible to turn things around, things seem so bleak. I know he loves me and cares for me that’s not a doubt. I just don’t know how to focus on the positive an on what I want to get the desired result...how can I go about this?
You can do affirmations as that can help sometimes with the beliefs you have. Ask yourself if you beleive he loves you really would yoh be worried about things not turning around? So maybe explore if you have hidden beliefs as these can block. Visualizing the result you want helps as well as that is kinda living in the end which works for some but I would make sure you don’t have to feel like you have to have this to be happy so be careful. Loa is all about setting the intention believing that it is possible and allowing it to come. So we don’t really ever have to do the other stuff but as we all have beliefs and things this other stuff helps with blocks beliefs etc we may be feeling. So do what resonates but affirmations can help and reminding yourself things are always changing and the law is always working no matter what. I would also make sure that you are paying attention to yourself and your needs as this helps taking the focus on other stuff and also removing attachment as well. So do things that make you feel at peace or happy etc. I would also practice the art of allowing as what you resist persists. So if you feel bad don’t beat yourself up just allow it and the it can float away. Hope this helps. Remember with advice we are all different and that you need to do what resonates with you so if buts if what I say does or all of it great but if it doesn’t and you want to do nothing but Neville living in the end try it it works for some people but there is nothing wrong with you if you don’t feel good doing it and feel worse and want to try something else.
Last edited by Selfloveiskey (12/25/2018 2:56 pm)
