About 2 months ago, my ex boyfriend broke up with me. And I was pretty much devastated. I thought things were great that he was just busy with work and at some point I got sick and tired of not seeing him. We live in the same city but we only get to see each other late nights. And eventually be home by 2 cause he has work the next day. One day I asked for an assurance that everything is fine, this is just temporary. But instead he said his feelings are not as strong before and he doesn’t have the urge to fight for us. He said it was just him being honest to himself. I asked him when he started feeling that way he said that it was only recently but those feelings would be gone when we’re together. He said that I don’t deserve this break up but I much don’t deserve that state of relationship. Seeing each other thrice a month. I was hurt. I was in a bad state.
We saw each other twice after the break up. First is when we had “closure” cause we broke up thru videocall.
Next was when he returned something to me. I was much in a better state. Smiling, laughing, asking him what’s going on with his life and so on. But it was awkward for him the whole time we talked. He can’t look straight to the eye. He was looking outside, at his hands, grabbing stuff. And when he said our goodbyes, he hugged me first! And he actually sniffed my neck. During these times I was practicing the law of attraction.

We both agreed to stay friends. I usually asked him about random stuff just to initiate conversations. But I feel like he replies out of respect.

I did everything. I asked, believe. And I don’t know if im in the receiving mode. I always asked signs to the universe if I was on the right track, then I would get it. I have set a date(s) but it didn’t happen. I asked for 3 signs if ever we’re getting back together and I got all those 3. Today, I went out with my sister and It randomly pop out my head to eat at this certain restaurant. As we were headed home, I saw his car passed by! It was him driving. I know his features too well. I actually set another deadline again and it would be this week. But thing is, last night I got so annoyed he didn’t reply to my message knowing he was online mins ago. I sent the message hours ago. And I got his reply just today. Hours Before I saw him passed by.

I know that I should focus on the outcome and should have stop contacting him. But lately I have been feeling a little less excited. I got a lot of signs today before I saw him. And I didn’t asked for it today. All I can do is just smile and thank God/Universe for the sign. It makes me happy but not as happy as I thought I would be. And Im currently worried why Im feeling like this. What if the universe would take it the opposite way. I still love him. I will always do. And I believe that we’re meant to be. Everything was smooth until we had problems in our personal lives. When we don’t get to see each other as much as we want to. I believe in the law of attraction because i have manifested other stuff. What should I do? Am I creating the resistance?