So real quick. I got a birthday I love you on 9/6 and a love some 9/15...but he didn't talk to me, answer a message..he has even ignored and screened calls and I might add...we never fault really just fell off the side of the earth.

I took alot of you guys advice. Started meditation, asked for signs, got myself feeling like a sexy catch, having fun, deleted all social media nonsense of myself and him, stooped asking bout it and just visualized and used spiritual guidance and mediation.

For a week I was crazy turned on. Then last night I hear my name. I jump up look out the window...no one's there. I got to lay down and maybe ten minutes later my cell phone goes off. IT IS HIM.

He says. " Hey miss I'm sitting here thinking or you. If youre not ok, call me!"

I say I'm ok and you?

He says "I'm ok babe are you sure you're ok?."

I said "Yes why are you so worried, what happened?"

He said " I always worry about you."

I said "you disappeared are you ok? I miss you."

He said " "I took and assignment outta town. We can meet soon... goodnight young lady."

Ummm. Not COMPLETELY the romantic experience I'd hope for, but I'm totally shocked .

I'm confused too. Was anyones experience who has been successful as weird?

I know of all the things I am totally crushing and blushing on the fact he thinks of me still. Worries about me bothers me but hey it's an emotion right?

And that dream and him shouting and a text behind it...CRAZY!

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THAT MAN!!!