So I never really told my story. Basically, my love and I met in Feburary of 2016, we clicked really really quickly, it felt like we have known eachother for years early on in the relationship. We started dating two weeks later. We were in love, finished eachothers sentences, had a lot in common. Hung out with eachothers families. But at the end of May he decided to break it off. Reason because he couldn't give enough love to me that I gave to him anymore. The thing is now, I know I manifested this myself because weeks up to this moment I would tell myself "when he breaks up with you/ I'm going to do this if he breaks up with me/ I would visualize what I would say and do when he broke up with me. After the breakup he would still message me everyday, even invited me to a family party a week later. I went and that's when he stopped talking to me for good. Sure he would talk to me here and there if I messaged him but no messaging me first anymore like when we were together. Then we had a argument, I was upset with him and I was very depressed. I was desprerate, I tried everything in the book to say or do to get him back. I thought I was worthless. A month later, I manifested a sexual relationship with him that lasted for a couple weeks of us talking sexual to eachother. Then I know I manifested the end of that as well. Then afterwards we had a talk about this guy that I was talking to just as a friend, that's when I was blocked on all social media. Then in the end of August, I found out about the law of attraction. Of course it has to work, it's worked for so many others, why not I? So I changed myself, I stopped worrying and crying. I stopped looking at myself as ugly, and started to appreciate my looks and love myself. I started to appreciate what I have in my life, and how I am still great with or without him in my life. Of course, I know he will come back however. I started to do things for myself, little things, like eating a special dessert and buying myself some cute lingerie that made me feel good about myself, and buying myself a video game that I've been wanting for a while and staying up late to play it. I also manifested so many things, including new shoes I really wanted, certain friends asking to hang out, certain family members to come and visit me, all the way down to my loves mom and sister sending me a message. Anywho, I've been good, trying to raise my vibration and so on. Last night was my loves birthday, and I sent him a message saying happy birthday, not because I had to but because I felt the urge to. I was not scared or nervous like I would have been before. I got a response back which is great! But I also sent a text after saying "have a drink for me" which in reality did not need to be replied to but I was starting to get my mood to change after not receiving anything back. Then last night I just burst into tears, after almost two months. I know everyone has their off days and this is just one of mine. Afterwards, I ended up talking to my loves sister and she made me laugh and feel a lot better, after the call, I also listened to music and visualized me showing my old favorite songs to my love which also made me feel good. I know this raised my vibration and that my manifestation is going to come. After all, he is mine already right? I've even scripted specific days he would come back, they haven't happened on those exact days but I do believe still that the universe has a specific time when they will happen. Remember it's okay to have a bad day every once in a while because I mean we are only human. (Unless you're not then I apologize) but if we do something to make us happy afterwards and raise our vibration again and still believe we can get what we want in no time! Good vibes to everyone!
-Christina