So I had been thinking of how I was in the beginning, read Sanshi post about challenges and listening to Bashar and doing a bit of accepting fault on my own thatnks to Lar019, Cherished and Cotton and with some love from Holistichealing, I thought to do something fun.
Now I am not saying he shouldn't have to win me back, BUT I will admit, I became a bit of a bore after our kid and even more so emotionally crippling when I lost my job and our home. I can se how when he would get off the road and come to me he could feel over whelmed by my emotions when I used to be the life of the party! He couldn't get enough of me. And you know what...he shoudl not beable to get enough of me now.
One of you posted a video from a lady who said you have to accept he is gone and accept that the realtionship is over...So yes I get it, its ver, but that doesn't mean he can't be reintroduced to the fun me he couldn;t get enough of. So I am making a move.
He is in a funk, and it has nothing to do with me. He called today and made it right. No real apology but acknowledged he was not in the best mood and it was not fair to lash out.
I accepted and left the call. I could hear him lingering but I was at work so I needed to go anyway.
Here is where it gets fun. I used to call him the Music Man...he LOVES music and he called me Stumpy...well I am short, so I sent him an evite... I addressed it, "I am taking Mr. Music on a date." I left at that. There is an outdoor fest sponsored by Van's on the 16th and i want to take him. Our first date he already recreated last month so you know what why not! I will recreate our second date. Our second date was to an outdoor concert and i am hoping to go again. I can be fun again, I can seduce anyone, I can reintroduce the fun me and i definately can get my guy back..Action is easy, and I trust with your help and the universe he will rsvp yes, and we will be doing fine.
Wish me luck guys...Time to step it up a notch and stop sitting in the shadows...Time to make me shine above the rest!
What you guys think?