Veronica's Law of Attraction Forum / WE'RE BACK TOGETHER!!

**Posted by BooLala** 4/15/2016 11:41 pm

Let me apologise, we're not back together, very far from it. I titled it that way to get people's attention. She is my soul mate, literally, did my dream woman list and she came into my life. We've been through a lot together, been dating on and off for 2yrs. Anyways we stopped talking back in August as she randomly cut me off again. It's not the first time she's done it but for some reason we always end up back together, like we're magnetized to one another. I know it's my lack of belief this time that, that is the reason we're not back together yet. Anyways, I sent her love and hate msgs, she always ignored them, but if I sent her a msg about loving her and keeping an eye to make sure she's safe she'd send a thumbs up or smiley face back.. I know I attracted it and have been full of rage and anger towards her for treating me the way she has done but I want to let the anger go, COMPLETELY!!
I also sent her this msg and for the first time ever she blocked me on fb,

"It hurt me, having to say really hurtful things to you, just to get a response. It's killing me, why me, what did I ever do wrong to you? I wanted you to come Hawaii with me, start a new life. I even asked you to marry me and be the mother of my children, even if it wasn't an official proposal...
I still forgave you, after everything I done for you and you bed hopped back to (her ex). You always listen to the same dickhead friends. But I'm the creepy stalker who gossips about you apparently. Even now I just wish for you to be happy. I only went on fb every few days to see if your ok. I always believed you were soul mate, even after everything we been through. But you've won, once and for all! I'm letting you go. I've been hurting for far too long and it's literally made me ill. I won't be going on fb at all. I'm deleting your number and I won't bother you ever again!"

My question is, from a female perspective, do you think she blocked me cos I basically told her I'm through with her or what. I know it doesn't matter but I think its for my own peace of mind that I want to know.

So many times I've tried to walk on but my heart and the universe won't let me!! Sorry it's long but thats the short story, if anyone wants to know more about the whole on off thing, etc, I can give more details

**Posted by Cherished** 4/15/2016 11:47 pm

Here's a woman's perspective - had you written that to me I'd have blocked your ass too! How is that being an unconditional, balanced, strong, independent, compelling, high vibrational, self-respecting partner? What were you actually hoping to achieve with that?

**Posted by BooLala** 4/16/2016 2:41 am

Cherished wrote:
Here's a woman's perspective - had you written that to me I'd have blocked your ass too! How is that being an unconditional, balanced, strong, independent, compelling, high vibrational, self-respecting partner? What were you actually hoping to achieve with that?

Your right, it's not. I'm constantly hurting and so full of rage cos of how she treated me. I can't seem to let the anger go no matter how much I try. That msg I think was cos I was telling her how much I love her and want her to be happy but also how angry I am and want to know why she's treated me the way she has done (even tho I attracted it). It's worked in the past were I've been able to forgive her then focus on the relationship I want and she comes back. But now I seem to go from focusing on the relationship to being so angry, hurt and frustrated. I know if I can let the anger, hurt... go then I can focus solely on the relationship I want with her. But I need to know were to begin

**Posted by BooLala** 4/16/2016 2:57 am

Also the major factor that hasn't helped is for the first time in all the times we haven't spoke I have social media. So I made the decision to stay off it since shes blocked me cos that was a big one that hasn't helped. I'm just so hurt, frustrated and angry. That msg I sent her, when I keep reading it, says to me, she blocked me cos I basically said I was done with her?? In the past when she chases me, she thinks I hate her. So it's like a push pull thing. Thats another reason I believe I sent that msg to her. I can see and know what I need to do. Forgive her, COMPLETELY, forget social media, which I hate anyways, lol. Then can focus on our relationship and building the attraction back. But how do I let the hurt and rage go? I've attracted her back before from a more impossible situation If anyone knows anything else I can do to start with, PLEASE HELP!! And giving up/quitting and walking away, isn't an option. My heart and the universe won't seem to let me do that

**Posted by Cherished** 4/16/2016 2:57 am

BooLala wrote:
Cherished wrote:
Here's a woman's perspective - had you written that to me I'd have blocked your ass too! How is that being an unconditional, balanced, strong, independent, compelling, high vibrational, self-respecting partner? What were you actually hoping to achieve with that?
Your right, it's not. I'm constantly hurting and so full of rage cos of how she treated me. I can't seem to let the anger go no matter how much I try. That msg I think was cos I was telling her how much I love her and want her to be happy but also how angry I am and want to know why she's treated me the way she has done (even tho I attracted it). It's worked in the past were I've been able to forgive her then focus on the relationship I want and she comes back. But now I seem to go from focusing on the relationship to being so angry, hurt and frustrated. I know if I can let the anger, hurt... go then I can focus solely on the relationship I want with her. But I need to know were to begin

It begins with understanding that your vibration is what causes others to react to you. She was reacting to your vibration, not "treating you" a particular way. Do you get that from an LOA perspective?

**Posted by BooLala** 4/16/2016 2:59 am

Aphrodite wrote:
Cherished wrote:
Here's a woman's perspective - had you written that to me I'd have blocked your ass too! How is that being an unconditional, balanced, strong, independent, compelling, high vibrational, self-respecting partner? What were you actually hoping to achieve with that?
I have a sense with guys- i can sense low vibe feelings. This was low vibe. What you gotta do is switch that around. Remove desperation. First learn the difference between that and passion. Thats where I started. I would sulk and go "why can't i have him" wahhh and start to feel resentment. It's destructive. But the good thing is, feeling bad emotions is your higher self disagreeing with you. Thats why it doesnt feel good. Hope it makes sense

Thanks Aphrodite but I'm trying so hard to let the hurt and anger go and when I sometimes think I have then it just comes back and it's worse. I need to know how to let the anger, hurt, frustration go. Thats the first step theb I can focus on my mindset and vibes

**Posted by BooLala** 4/16/2016 3:10 am

Cherished wrote:
BooLala wrote:
Cherished wrote:
Here's a woman's perspective - had you written that to me I'd have blocked your ass too! How is that being an unconditional, balanced, strong, independent, compelling, high vibrational, self-respecting partner? What were you actually hoping to achieve with that?
Your right, it's not. I'm constantly hurting and so full of rage cos of how she treated me. I can't seem to let the anger go no matter how much I try. That msg I think was cos I was telling her how much I love her and want her to be happy but also how angry I am and want to know why she's treated me the way she has done (even tho I attracted it). It's worked in the past were I've been able to forgive her then focus on the relationship I want and she comes back. But now I seem to go from focusing on the relationship to being so angry, hurt and frustrated. I know if I can let the anger, hurt... go then I can focus solely on the relationship I want with her. But I need to know were to begin

It begins with understanding that your vibration is what causes others to react to you. She was reacting to your vibration, not "treating you" a particular way. Do you get that from an LOA perspective?

I do thank you. I tried that and I say to myself, that I attracted this she was reading from a script I gave her, it was ME not HER. But how do I build on that, how do I keep that vibration from dropping to anger, desperation and frustration, stop it from creeping in. EVERYONE including my family and best friends, think me and her still talk, sort of still dating and I want it that way cos they always ask how my missus is, how's your "girlfriend"... so thats good but my biggest enemy is my own attitude and mentality

**Posted by BooLala** 4/16/2016 3:19 am

Basically I need help please, like a step by step guide to start with, I've manifested her back twice in the past and they were far more impossible situations than this one but I need to know were to begin in the vibrational side and letting things go from the desperation and frustration and keep it in a full passionate and loving vibration?

**Posted by Cherished** 4/16/2016 3:35 am

That's the entire basis of Veronica's forum. Revisit the amazing contributions she has posted, the videos, Vera 's posts and other wonderful threads. It's ALLLLL here already, you just have to do the work now xx

**Posted by BooLala** 4/16/2016 3:36 am

Cherished wrote:
That's the entire basis of Veronica's forum. Revisit the amazing contributions she has posted, the videos, Vera 's posts and other wonderful threads. It's ALLLLL here already, you just have to do the work now xx

Vera? You haven't got the link to were to start please cherished have you?