day 12: i didnt post 2 days of my journey as negativity had clouded me over and i didnt want to script it...
Today was much better...
I meditated, cleared my mind....visualized and really felt happy thinking about my ex ( first time since v seperated)...
today i wish i can send love and happiness to my girl....
and i kinda miss her too ( i know it sounds needy)...
but to be honest i just thank universe for having such a beautiful woman in my life and i did truly have wonderful three years with her....maybe more on the way....
I just wish best for her today...
This relationship rampage does work wonders atleast as far as my feeling goes....
guess today is the start of real journey...
i will try my best to keep negative thoughts off my mind now i know how to do that!!!
Hope you guys are doing great...
Love you all and loads of love to you from the bottom of my heart...
and love my girl teju to....hope she is happy and enjoying her life....