I dunno. Today wasn't as great as I have been. I know it's process I am gonna have my days. Today I just felt it and felt kinda bad that I have changed and improved so much now. But nothing yet. I see people get results almost instantaneous and I just feel like I'm either impatient or I am Doing something incorrectly.

Thank you!
I know I generally am super happy for everyone who gets results.

I am just having a bad day today. Like I said I am okay, just a little discouraged. And I accept that it's gonna happen. We all are gonna have our days.

Thank you again for your message. I will keep pushing.

I cried yesterday for some reason weird reason. everything that has happened to me: what happened to my Mom, losing my dad, my love leaving etc got to me yesterday. For the first time in a long time I cried. It didn't feel good feeling that because I have been happy.

I guess I had a moment and we are human so
itll happened. I have been in funk for two days now but I am going to get out of it. I am not gonna let this hold me back and destroy what I have improved I have done so well since joining here so I can't let this beat me. Gonna keep going.

Last edited by CarpeDiem (7/31/2015 1:48 pm)

I actually did.
Always find the positive in everything!

Yes indeed, I saw it!  😘 And that's what this thread is all about- acknowledging where you are at, writing it down and releasing some more resistance. Don't feel bad,  because what you are ALWAYS going for is a better feeling.  Think about it, you were compelled to come here and spill your guts on the finer points of what still holds you back. You articulated that beautifully! At least you know what you DON'T want, so now you know what you DO want! From that releasing of even more resistance, you have felt some great relief. That's what it's all about, so you are winning! Moving forward, feel the power you have from that slightly higher perspective you've shifted to, and redefine your desires. What DO you want?