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Hi everyone, recently I've started bettering myself. I've started working at Target but recently a close friend told me about my boyfriend and his insecurities during the relationship I never knew about prior to us breaking up.
She told me how he felt that he was good enough for me, was insecure because it was long distance he didn't really believe I loved him because I wasn't physically in front of him, how he felt he couldn't provide for me, how he missed me, and she felt like he was scared I would cheat on him, ect. So I decided to text him to apologize, he didn't answer which is typical so it didn't bother me as much.
After all of this lately all hes been posting is about how depressed, lonely, in pain he is, is waiting for that someone to open him up again, that he hides his emotions, he feels incomplete, along which a Harley Quinn & Joker picture (which is our relationship if you didn't know). Even posted about how he may act mean or like he careless but really he cares to much.
Then I've been having signs or coincidences all over the place, I was walking with my best friend one day and saw legitimately about 15 things regarding my boyfriend, then I saw a guy on the bus with a Joker jacket on a week later. Also, as I was sitting at the bus stop and these two young church going ladies started talking to me because they where inviting me to their church and then asked if I had anything going on in my life if I wanted to talk about because that's how they started in their church because they went there to seek guidance and a lot more. One left who was pregnant (something I wanted to be with my boyfriend and almost happened but I got my period so I guess wasn't really the time), the other got on the bus with me, when we were talking she creepily asked if my boyfriend is a Capricorn which freaked me out how she automatically guessed that but then she told me how she is a Capricorn and kind of explained how Capricorns "are" and told me I should go to Illinois and see him & how she believe he still loves me. Then randomly I was talking to my team leader which creepy enough he lives right near where my boyfriend used to live before he moved and all I said he still had our prom pictures up he automatically said he still loves me.
So I guess I'm just kind of wondering what everyone thinks because lately a lot of strange things and information are getting back to me regarding my boyfriend and I'm wondering if this is bad or good, are these signs or coincidences, and if this the universes way that my manifestation is on the horizon. I just really want some input because this has been confusing me and on my mind a lot lately, because its becoming an everyday basis & a quick question if all these signs and or coincidences are happening to me, I wondering if these would be happening to him as well. I'm grateful for anyone who helps me. (I've even gotten into giving thanks lately as well)
I am grateful for Jorge and the love we share, we'll be together soon. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Last edited by harleenquinzel (12/14/2015 10:48 pm)