I've been very good in recent days, and made very good visualizations, even feeling her presence. The proof is that she sent me message yesterday. But the message was just to ask me some money I was owed her. She still does not remember what I also gave to her. She doesn´t recognise what I did for her. We had a discussion on the mobile phone. She remains influenced by what others say about me. She said that she doesn´t believe anything i say to her. I know I shouldn´t value any of this, and in fact I must admit that when I reached the end of the call, I got the idea that i wasn´t leaving the reality at that moment, and what was real was what I've been living in my head. So it didn´t affect me much.
My question is, if it´s better to give her the money,  even being unfair to give her the money. I don´t know if that could be an obstacle for her to change ?!   Another question is, if I have felt so good all of this time, why still happened this bad situation? Since the end of the physical relationship in August, the only messages I receive from her, is because of this money. She never asked for me. And yesterday was exactly the same. In other words, it seems that there is no evolution at all, and  since the end of October that I've been on the LOA.