I was texting him about managing good contacts, having fun in life. Post wedding. 
I am an Indian and I was also under pressure a little - about managing relatives, cz am working from home pre wedding, that means now. 

And -- 
while texting i just burst into cry. Long back in 2016, i made my WILL. I was separated from him, i knew we love each other. And i had no contact with him. That was the phase my god kept me alive. I told god, I will live till my birds alive. and I wasn't even earning much that time. I wont marry anyone else than him. So 1 day, I will die. Happily. I will live my life the way I WANt. I will enjoy every moment in my life. I wont go to any person to get advice. all were saying, you will get better than him- I said, i dont want anyone better. 

And That made me fearless. I never thought about time, future. I turned inside. Meditated, Veronica's videos came in my Life. Today, I am not only changed in looks, behaviour, we are in contact ! I turned into the psychic I share my tarots with him now! And I am earning much better than 2016 today. While texting him, i just realized -- OMG ! Where was I !!! and i burst into cry !



ooooooooooooooooooooooo h !  And where I am today !!
I even didnt remember this pain This is the state my Neville calls this as... !
I wish all of you great success with your love, Please live in the End. See, where was I & where have I reached.
totally unknowingly  

Last edited by Kute_001 (8/20/2020 1:19 pm)