I have been in a relationship for 3 years with a guy and after we spoke to our parents about our future plans with each other(marriage) he told me needs another years. We had a fight on this and after another month, he told me he doesn't want be with my anymore. In his head, this is a closure but I strongly believe we are meant to be together.  I have been manifesting a lot of things in my life. I have manifested job, money, small things like a Dress, my phone, laptop etc and for them I don't really do affirmations or visualisation for these things. I know I will get them! It has always worked like Magic for me and always left people around me in shock as they don't understand how I always get things which I want.  This is the first time I am manifesting a relationship where a person is not with me at present. It has been a month of NC and between this I got a new job in Dubai(He is in India). This Job is also my manifestation as I was surrounded by negative people in my previous Job and I knew it will be difficult for me to concentrate, stay positive which is required to bring the relationship back. The challenge I am facing is when I try to visualise -
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[*] I sometimes feel angry, old memories came up in my mind etc.
[*]I am unsure what to visualise - End result is I want us to be together - Loving, committed relationship, we living together etc. in Dubai. However, considering I am in Dubai and he is in India - my logical mind starts asking How? and Why will he come to Dubai? As he is loving his Job - I am visualising something that will take time to materialise. 
[*]Thinking about the how - I feel may be I should manifest a loving text message from him but then I freak out thinking what will I reply and how the conversation will go etc. 
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So, there are multiple incidences of our reunion in our mind and they keep revolving when I try to visualise. Also, when I try to use Neville Goddard's technique before sleeping, I actually get so lost in visualising that I don't sleep. The story which I think of keeps moving. I really want to Understand what should I concentrate on - small events or  just the end result. I know things are moving at the background but I want them to start appearing NOW!