I figured out what my really big fear with my darling is. As you know I mentioned him being with another female awhile back. But I figured out why this keeps coming up in events. My fear is not that he will leave me for another female. It's that whenever he becomes close with a female he starts to think he has feelings for them, when in reality he doesn't. That fear stood true because he normally ends up liking girls he does get close with. But that only started when I started becoming afraid. I want to get rid of this belief once and for all.