Hate to make another thread, but I remember when I first came here about a week ago.    I was so full of negative energy.  Doubt fear and other stuff.    I remember before I found this forum.  I was even worse and worried about stuff I couldn't control.   I remember thinking I would never talk to my love again.   


Now.  I feel so much positive energy.  Do I have doubts sometimes?   Yes.  But I get rid of them faster.  Before I went from thinking "if I get my love back" to "when".             It happened even before we made contact.       The contact hasn't been exactly what I want, since we don't talk a lot or about feelings.   But I know that's coming soon and I'm so excited