I had to update this. I spent the entire day letting out my frustrations. Went out for some work, and decided I'll be completely forgetting about asking for now because I've asked, I'm pretty sure the universe has completely mugged up my desires by now. I'd look for methods to learn how to trust the universe. As I was searching, I found a video on YouTube that mentioned how if you look at every major event in your life, you'll notice how things just came together. And I've had some major level syncs wrt my career. Infact, when it comes to my career, I take major risks and land up exactly where I wanted to. So I started writing down some of the major events of my life and dissecting it to notice how things have just sort of come together. Then I made a list of all the people who've stood up for me and it reminded of the times even this guy had stood up for me against his family. If he's done it once, even when he was convinced he couldn't, he can surely do it now. Then I remembered something I read in Conversations with God - we have a bit of God inside ourselves. Do I trust myself? Yes. That's something that doesn't need work, because I'm there. I trust myself. If God/universe is inside of me, trusting myself equates to trusting God/universe. If I trust God/universe, and God/universe connects all of us, that means a part of the universe is in him to, and that means I trust him. Because trusting myself should automatically translate to trusting him.

Reminds me a weird coincidence I had when I decided that this is the man I'm going to marry. I was visiting a beach by myself, needed some clarity. I saw this t shirt with a cool print with all the chakras and had a quote " true discovery lies inside". I looked at it and thought how much he'd like it too. I thought about buying 2 pieces, one for him and one for myself, even decided that he'd need one size larger than me. Then I ditched the idea because I didn't want to seem to hopeful. I purchased one of my size, purchased another with a different print for myself, paid for the two and returned to my hotel. I swear I packed my back twice. I put on the t shirt i got for myself on my ride home. In the morning when I reached home and started unpacking I shrieked out because I found an additional t shirt. The exact same piece I wanted to get for him, of his size. Now I'm not saying that the t shirt magically appeared in my bag, must have been a mistake. But what are the odds of getting the exact same size, perfectly folded in my bag! I have thought about the sequence of events unfolding at the store and the probability of the exact piece coming up is pretty low!

I guess "true discovery lies inside" has much greater meaning in my relationship.

PS - I am definitely going to return to the location and pay them for it. As it is, I have promised to return to that beach with him as my fiance

Last edited by Believer21 (4/14/2019 1:03 pm)

I might be spamming right now but it's just been a few hours of inspiration and things are moving FAST! I got inspired by the stories I've been reading so I thought to myself, it would be nice to check out an engagement right. Who knows. As it is, he's the kind of guy who loves making a girl feel pampered. So I googled "jewellery shops near..." And the recommendation popped up the location exactly near his home. Now I am fully aware of how recommendation engines work. He doesn't live close to me, I rarely visit that side of the town, I don't google anything related to that area. Alphabetically, other recommendations are more appropriate. Yep, I should pick choose a ring.

Shout out to the universe for being awesome! Universe, you rock bigtime! !m! Thank you!!

Received a text post 2 months. But wrong guy. Some guy I had a fling with long back. I thought this guy to be way out of my league when I met him, I guess the universe wanted to remind me that I'm pretty damn hot 😬

I know I'm spamming but holy s***. I was going through the success stories and I found someone from my region, with my exact name ( I have a very uncommon name and there are a few variations of the spelling). And has a story like mine. Universe, heard you loud and clear! I feel so great that I could treat the universe for this. "All my dreams came true" is the title of the story. I know the universe works in mysterious ways but I'm blown away right now. To the universe : do your thing. I've already told you where I want to be and after this I'm throwing away the steering wheel and relaxing. Thank you so much for taking the load off me.  I'm so attending my friends wedding with my guy by my side and the ring on my finger. I have weight goals too. Next sale, I'm shopping for the wedding, he's going to be with me and he's hot, might as well get my bling on 😎

I'm going to mention him as my fiance from now onwards. Gives me a warm feeling and makes me feel grateful about finally finding the one person who has moved me enough to look inside and find love from within myself for myself. He deserves my love for this. Because my whole attitude towards life has changed because of the problems that happened in between. Whatever happened was a blessing in disguise because it has given me the strength to uproot my limiting beliefs from the core. Before this, I wasn't ready. Now I am.