fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

True, but sometimes I feel like I still worry about that, I’m stuck in between what I know now and what I’ve done before and how I’m going to bridge them together. My belief isn’t there yet and I don’t know when that will happen. It’s a bit scary, this uncertainty and longing. I still believe I have to do the visualization until I believe it than it will manifest thing, but idk if I want to do that anymore,or at least not in that exact way but I feel like I need to do something because I want my sp ASAP. I’m like a lost puppy, idk what to do, what way to follow... you can tell me if this is progress, but in my visualization at night, I have this part where I go in the classroom and my friends tell me how much my sp loves and talkes about me. Earlier I have his sister say that too but more in depth. I’ll keep the sister part in and the part where an assistant in my class whom I trust tells me the affirmation I have for my sp but I don’t really feel the need to visualize my friends in the class telling me how much he loves and talkes about me anymore.

Whatever works for you is fine. I only suggested that you cut down on the scenes you were describing before because I thought doing so would be much easier. Many ‘Neville followers’ only stick with one scene. But really, it doesn’t matter.

Yes, but I remember some people saying even you before you left that some people (after visualizing) I’m assuming, don’t even need to visualize a scene anymore... I don’t want hunk I believe what I want to believe yet for it to manifest (again I want to change that) but than again maybe I am because I have no desire to visualize my school friends telling me how much he loves and cares about me. I intend that’s good progress in the direction I want to go!!

fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

I remember you saying that what we think we expect is sometimes different to what we actually expect? How do we know when we actually expect something?

This goes along with what I said about how you can potentially ‘leave the door open’ for not getting exactly what you want if you don’t know who you really are. This isn’t always the case, but an example would be if you followed Neville’s techniques to manifest an sp, but in the back of your mind you still had doubts about whether or not it would work. After doing the techniques for awhile, you might say, “This doesn’t work. I visualized every night before falling asleep and I expected it to happen but it didn’t.” Sure, you might’ve had some expectation that it would work, but it’s obvious that your doubts were stronger because you didn’t manifest what you wanted and ended up giving up. That’s just one example of someone thinking they expected something, but they really didn’t. If they were really expecting it, they would have either manifested their sp or they would’ve continued until they did and not given up.

The way to really utilize techniques and always get exactly what you want is to come from the place of knowing that you are everything before doing them. They are simply a tool for you to use to make something that already exists visible to yourself. Nothing more. It’s you as God saying “Ok, now I want this, so I’ll do this and then it’ll be made manifest”. It’s you making up the rules.

Again, you don’t have to get extreme with it and think you have to know who you are ‘perfectly’ (if there even is such a thing) in order to make sure you manifest exactly what you want. If your expectation/belief is stronger than any doubts you still might have, you’re fine. It’s just that if you ever want to become ‘very advanced’ (manipulating reality like you move your arm) you must become more aware/confident that you are everything. But to manifest with a method, your confidence level doesn’t need to be THAT high.

Sometimes I wonder if I will manifest my sp but I know I can’t and won’t give up. I simply won’t allow myself not to get him. I don’t know how to solidify these new beliefs but to say them?

fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

Tbh I want to manifest my sp first as fast as I can before I put my attention on this stuff. I’ve heard that if you visualize something long enough it will become a belief. I just wish that process was way faster for me.... I’m trying to figure out how I can speed it up or not focus on it so it doesn’t seem long at all. I think I visualized to the point of believing/expecting that my sp is the way he is now. Also, I looked again at the universal line reddit stuff and they talk about East Indian gods.. that is more religious than believing that you are everything to me in a way. I don’t believe in the East Indian Gods and Goddesses. Can’t I just believe that I can manipulate reality as easy as I move my arm without having to understand that I am everything? I’m sure that knowing I am everything will help with understanding that it’s only me creating, but still. Is that what it mean by you are everything?

I don’t even know what you’re talking about with the East Indian Gods and Goddesses stuff... Everyone I’ve communicated with who participated in that subreddit knows that we are everything. To convey that message is the exact purpose of the Universal Line teachings. Everyone is in their own private dream and therefore you have all the power. I don’t believe in any external gods. But if you don’t like it, then don’t look at it.

Yes, you can but it’s gonna be hard. I personally would drop the impatience and ACTUALLY work towards what you want. But it’s your reality. I think I’ve helped enough. It’s up to you now.

Idk what you mean by actually working towards what I want. I try to visualize everyday and nothing’s happening. I don’t think I feel accomplished in my visualization session though, it feel happy but not accomplished... I need something to happen before I lose it... I can’t do this... I need him now or at least soon. I’m so lost. I can’t help myself. I cry too much over this.... I want to give up sometimes but my mind won’t let me... this has become an obsession. How do I get rid of the fear and doubt??....

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fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

You think maybe I should try to take a brake from manifesting my sp for awhile and work in manifesting something else? I think answers will come to me when I let go of it for awhile.... I’m intending that or they just come to me now, that works too.

Yes.

I read some of my Neville stuff today and in the book he said that of you dwell on difficulties and blocks your subconscious will believe that and manifest it. So maybe it’s just best to not think more about those scary thoughts when they come up after all. I just sometimes think if I don’t take care of it right then and there, they will manifest, but clearly that thinking isn’t doing anything good for me. When they say to visualize (SATS) should I visualize until I actually fall asleep? I heard that on the Neville subreddit you think it would maybe be a good idea to visualize and manifest something small from my sp to reinforce that I can manifest what I want with him? Like a rose or something? Also, do you think it would be beneficial to just breath and meditate when I have worrying thoughts about my sp? Breath until it feels better and the thought isn’t so urgent?

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fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

I’m going through some serious doubts right now about if I even can manifest my sp to be the way I want. It started with worrying about that time it’s taking which after really thinking about it come down to 1 year and  a almost half. Isn’t really bad. But I heard that desperation and worrying about the time it’s taking will make it longer and some people won’t even get to where they want to be. I’m wondering if I just visualize and soon those thoughts will subside and my faith will grow and I won’t be worried anymore? It’s been a few of days now that I have been worrying. How do I focus only on my sp without getting doubtful about it? Mind you, I did start taking pills again for my anxiety and maybe they are making me super emotional until they take effect. This is day 4 taking them.

Everything I’ve told you up to this point is a recipe for never doubting again and leaving you with pretty much no more questions. I’ve given you the best information that’s available (in my opinion). It’s beyond law of attraction and even beyond Neville. So if you ever decide to work on accepting what I’ve told you, it’ll alleviate so much for you.

But until then, I honestly feel like I can’t help you anymore. You’re asking me questions about methods and I don’t even think that way anymore. It’s your reality. ANYTHING works. You decide. I can’t stress that enough. And really, that’s all there is to it. You’re looking for issues that just aren’t there, in my opinion.

I understand, thank you for helping me as much as you can fizzy, I do appreciate it even though it might not seem that way.  If you are everything, and have power over everything, does that mean one could control how much time it takes to achieve a goal in their reality if they do choose to? Even though they probably shouldn’t worry or think about the time. Should I listen to the rest of johns stuff before doing the command sessions thing? I don’t understand anything.

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