What helps me at times when there has been a conflict in my mind is to write myself a letter from another person talking about the end result having happened. It's what Neville talked about, except that he talked about hearing somebody say that, which is good, too, but writing it down and reading it as many times as it takes has really helped me more than anything.This is for any subject. When it has involved a specific person, I write a letter to myself from the specific person saying exactly what I want them to say to me and read it as many times as it takes to feel real. I may have to go back and do that from time to time or write myself a new letter, but it really helps me get back to living in the end in my imagination.

I mostly do everything in my imagination other than the above. I don't do 'scripting' or say affirmations unless I already believe them because those things feel very false and even forced to me. Force is something to be avoided, as is desperation.

I referred to it as a conflict before because it sounded like you were having one when you felt like you were lying to yourself but believing it at the same time. I'm really tired right now to the point where I can't think very well so I can't remember if I've had a similar feeling or not, possibly something like that.  I think maybe you're having that happen from doing so much at the same time, all of those hours of listening to subliminals and doing other things, it's rather intense. I've done the same thing at times, subliminals playing virtually 24/7, at other times playing audible recordings for hours on end and/or all night long to reprogram my mind in various ways.

Cynthia wrote:

What helps me at times when there has been a conflict in my mind is to write myself a letter from another person talking about the end result having happened. It's what Neville talked about, except that he talked about hearing somebody say that, which is good, too, but writing it down and reading it as many times as it takes has really helped me more than anything.This is for any subject. When it has involved a specific person, I write a letter to myself from the specific person saying exactly what I want them to say to me and read it as many times as it takes to feel real. I may have to go back and do that from time to time or write myself a new letter, but it really helps me get back to living in the end in my imagination.

I mostly do everything in my imagination other than the above. I don't do 'scripting' or say affirmations unless I already believe them because those things feel very false and even forced to me. Force is something to be avoided, as is desperation.

I did something similar once, but I wrote out an email to three of my closest friends telling them about something that had happened (it hadn't happened then). I wrote it down on a Word document and included their real email addresses, subject heading and everything. The event did happen some months, probably five months, later.

Is this a good analogy?

Imagine someone drinks a small amount of alcohol every day...they feel a bit tipsy then it wears off. Then, they start to drink a couple of times a day and sometimes they get drunk. Sometimes, they go to bed drunk, but they wake up fine in the morning, back to their normal consciousness. Then, they start to drink even more, so that when they fall asleep drunk, the next morning they are still drunk. Then before they know it, they are permanently drunk and are only experiencing being drunk. They are seeing life through the eyes of being drunk, instead of their former sober state.

Is this how living in the end result works? If you keep at it, is it just going to get to the point where these moments all blend together and you are just there, you don't question it, you believe that the person is in a relationship with you in a way that, to others that don't know about manifestation, would seem like a complete delusion?

I suppose I'm thinking ahead about knowing when to stop, knowing when I'm at the point of knowing, and when I'm fully in the new state. I don't exactly want to be monitoring it because then I'd be looking at the current reality.

Being in the wish fulfilled, for this desire...is it believing that it is done and is going to happen the right way, and having the state of being of what it would be like if it was here now, or should we believe that it *is* happening now even though we have to wait for it to happen at the time that it will happen?