shettychinky wrote:

hello 
I have been trying to attract my sp for a while now and I have had a roller coaster with him because it was on and off for almost a year. ( He comes here only twice a year so we don't really get to meet that often) 
So after this summer we've hardly had any contact mainly because I feel I have stopped trying to attract him, I mean I don't know if it makes sense but I feel like its too much efforts for him and he doesn't deserve so much efforts and work. Even when I try to do some visualisations my mind keeps thinking that I love myself more than this, I don't need to do all this to have him. I feel guilty of being needy while trying any techniques and so I immediately stop it. I don't even miss him but often think about him. Sometimes I feel like maybe I am over him but whenever I consider looking for a new guy I always end up thinking this guy ( SP) is the one I had a connection with and he was perfect. 
I sound really confused I know. I really don't know what to do

 

It's not hard work when you live in the end of the wish fulfilled as Neville Goddard taught. If you want to succeed in any area of life, do yourself a favour and study his teachings on conscious creation. Long before I ever heard of Neville, I personally manifested a long marriage with my former husband by simply imagining we were married to each other and that I was wearing a wedding ring, and it was long distance with minimal contact. It was effortless and super easy.