Hello! My name is Nina and I stumbled upon this forum as I was trying to find support for my love life. I am grateful that I discovered this forum, as everyone is so lovely.
I need your honest advice which can transform my life.

A little background:

I met a guy 3 years ago and the minute I met him I felt as if he was the one I had been waiting for all these years and perhaps why other relationships never worked out.

I was the one who reached out to him and we started talking. We never officially dated but did everything that a couple does.

5 months into our relationship he said I wanted much more than he could give and it was better we stopped talking. I was devastated and felt my life was over. This was September 2012. A friend told me about the secret. I read that and told myself that I would contact him again early 2013 and he would reply back.

I had set a date and after a few months of no contact he did reply back and we started the same relationship again.

Fast forward to January 2014, he ended things again and I was devastated. I again decided to contact him in April for his bday. He replied and then I discovered he blocked my number. Life was over me.

The only thing that kept me going was that I knew I would see him at our friends wedding this past summer in August. I saw him there. He talked to me and even flirted with me which led me to going to his room and spending the night with him.

I was extremely happy and thought we would be together and my positive thinking paid off. Again, I was mistaken. I found out he was talking to another girl and only used me.

It's November now and I messaged him once but he never replied back.

I don't know what to do. I don't know why but I don't think he will ever message me because I'm the one who has always initiated everything. He not once felt bad or contacted me. He's enjoying his life and I just want him back.

I did watch all of Veronica's video but I don't know if those only works for an ex. He's not my ex. I did read lanies book and did her experiment awhile ago for 2 months but got no results.

I am thinking I should just wait and contact him again for his bday. Then I think I should just forget him but I can't do that either. I really sometimes wish he never came in my life. I don't know what to do. Please help. Thank you. V