Something happened after my SP left the country that was a clear example of the environment reflecting what I was being. I thought I'd share it in case it helps anyone new to this to see how it works and the influence of our energy on other people.

Initially when he went home I was so depressed and not really functioning properly. I was being desperate, but I had only just discovered Veronica or maybe I hadn't even at that point, I'm not sure, so basically I was confused about whether any of this was possible. But I was being the opposite of making my life about me.

At that time, all of a sudden, a load of needy guys started appearing and really pissing me off! I can't stand it when I feel that weird energy from men, it feels desperate and it's just horrible, almost like the energetic tentacles of fear and clingyness reaching out, and a great reminder why if we feel that way it's so off-putting to anyone else! I wasn't in a state of self love yet still was getting attention, but not attention I wanted.

So there you have it...if you feel needy, neediness will appear! This wasn't the first time it had happened either. I remember saying to a friend at the time, argh why do these weird men appear every time I'm in a situation like this...a situation where there's someone that means a lot to me and I am obsessing over them, and then attract people that will just annoy me in that way.

If you feel any particular way, you will see examples of it. If you don't know how you are feeling, look at your environment and it will show you, and then you can change it.
 

Last edited by Aquilina (9/15/2018 8:53 am)