Hello allllllll

So I m still on this journey of mastering manifesting. Let me tell ya it’s been bumpy but each bum brings more growth to it. I have deliberately manifested more and more things. I think as always the most important thing I’ve learned through it all is the inside is very important. I know a lot of my posts deal with self love but I cannot stress it enough. You cannot manifest what you want if you don’t feel good in the inside. For those who compare  them selves like I did and still
Sometimes do this shows we do not love ourselves. We think and worry if our person or anyone or Thing for that matter will get taken away by someone better. We see our specific person talking to someone and we get all worried and therefore manifest that third party. Because we don’t think we are good enough. Even if you have the person in a relationship with you those aren’t going to last with constant jealousy and insecurity. You really don’t manifest what you want which is a healthy happy relationship secure and trusting. Now are there people who manifest when they feel like crap? Yes. But the deal here is they don’t have disbelief and they don’t have resistance therefore it comes quickly. They believe deep down they can have it . They believe deep down they are worthy of it. Also they can accept the current situation for what is. Subconsciously. Ya see if a situation is not going the way you want when you resist by focusing on how much you don’t like it it persists. Instead don’t do that and don’t force yourself to live in the end result when you are feeling terrible a lot of times it’s a reminder that we do not have it. What I normally do in these situations is accept what I am feeling accept the situation as what it is at the time. I don’t like it sure but it is what it is at the moment I accept something in me manifested this and say it’s ok. Once I do that the most important thing happens. I feel PEACE and I know I’m ok I decide my happiness and even though I want this to change etc I know it can but I don’t NEED it to for me to feel better. I’ve done this a lot lately and some times within minutes the situation changes. I was talking to my guy and he was reacting badly to something but instead of using my words to try to change his mind I just said ok  if this is what it needs to be that’s ok if it changes it changes. Immediately after he went to a completely different mindset. Again the key to this was not relying on my outside to make me feel better and I accepted that this is my moment but I also had faith and knew it could change. I developed faith and detachment by focusing on myself and growing in every direction. I realized that I still love this person but it doesn’t need to determine every aspect of me . I am my own person . There is so much to go into on this .i can say that over 2 years ago I thought I knew what active manifesting was and meant and I did not. I was so focused on him coming back, Money coming in, and just outside stuff to make me happy. I never thought I would be the person saying it starts within and works outward. I never thought I would be such a huge advocate for self love. I have seen the magic of it. It’s incredible. The self worth you feel the love etc no one can take that away. I’ve learned so much especially in this past year and I love how it gets better and better and I keep applying it. I truly know the most important connection is mine with myself. If anyone has questions I would love to go into it more it’s hard to write a summary of all I feel I experience and know now.