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Day 5
It was a a mixed bag today.... A. ) I was proud of myself for not getting dragged down the rabbit hole of negativity , though I encountered something that was not part of the reality am visualising
B.) am irritated at myself for being so receptive to whatβs going on, I mean , current reality is just old old vibration .
This only strengthened my resolve and determination not to muddy the waters of perception .
Kept up with affirming , believing and tomorrow is another day and rock it , I will π
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Day 6
Welllll, day 6 was like serene , calm ....yeah am in a relationship with the man I love , yeah he loves me , but that did not take up all my time and that would be a first, believe me, this is nothing short of a miracle, this man has been on my mind for two years now, never once did I feel good enough for him , never did I think I deserved him....but today, the tide turned for me , I have begun to love myself , soothe myself like I would love a little child and I have grown some spine, like in forever....
I donβt know what the end result is gonna be , if we go by the rules , itβs already a done deal, but this transformation, this blossoming is worth the effort am putting in π
Be back tomorrow!!!
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Day 7
My day went about like a breeze . Earlier , when I was still learning to work my way around LOA , I would effort so much and , I did get the results, but now, I see, a much easier way of going about life, you just be the desire...ponder over it , be the desire, what would your desire feel like , once you have it ? Would you be over the moon all the time ? Of course not , you wouldnβt , you would feel normal after the initial excitement wears off...why would it be any different while manifesting your specific person...it wouldnβt . And folks, itβs taken me two long years to understand it. Phewπ
. It should become part of you , like , absolutely natural....yeah , I now am in a rock solid relationship with him , am his world, his muse , just as it should be !!
Another beautiful day gone by...be back tomorrow π
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Day 8
I canβt believe itβs already Day 8 πππ amazing ....loving myself comes to me naturally , loving him is easy too , so is forgiving him ...this is just amazing!!!
I went about my day normally , did my chores , did my affirmations , kept adding new things ...if am creating this dream , why canβt he be loyal to me , a trust worthy man , a man of honour even ?
Itβs beautiful , how easy it gets and how beautiful it expands πππ
See you tomorrow !
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Day 9
This journey is just amazing, everyday I think I have it all figured out , something new pops up to tell me, where I need to do course correction....funny !
Another beautiful day passed by and am all the better for it π
Be back tomorrow!
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Day 10
Another beautiful day passed by....loving me comes to me easily , so does loving him, everyday I grow more confident of my ability to create my reality , I tell myself as within so without, just relax in the knowing π
Be back tomorrow!
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Day 11
Had a beautiful aha moment today ....what are we if we take away all those limiting beliefs , all those so called failures ... what are we then ? If we are no longer conscious of those beliefs , what exactly are we , ....infinite , thatβs what we are !!!
I have now come to love myself in such a way that, I understand being loved by me , is a gift ...itβs a matter of great honour that he is loved by me ππππππ
Another beautiful beautiful day !!!
Be back tomorrow again !
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Day 12
Today is a very significant day for me , bear with me for a minute and I will tell you why....I have always detested holidays , Sundayβs especially ever since I entered my teens . Everyone was busy going out with their respective partners or boy friends and there I was all alone ...yes, Sunday was one day , you could wind down , chill, relax and all that , but deep down , it was also the day I would be lonely , very lonely...soon I began to be unwelcoming of sundays, it was just a day I had to bear with , I would literally be waiting for Monday to begin so that the humdrum of the routine would not show me how lonely I was
But today, the curse has been lifted ππ½ππ½ππ½ππ½ This Sunday went along beautifully, with me reminding myself that everything was under control, everything was unfolding perfectly well , there was nothing I had to do, or wait for
I now am free of this habit....I am damn proud of myself for doing so....affirmed , smiled to myself, told myself itβs all in safe hands
Beautiful beautiful day ππππ
Be back tomorrow!!!!
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Day 13
Another beautiful day , I must say....I figured out what was standing in my way ...I was holding on too tight to the outcome , as Iβf I was afraid it would disappear or not happen and that I would be stuck with a lack lustre life...
I now realise I am the love of my life , I am the driving force , the divine feminine, I can make any scenario work for me , so I can relax the death grip on my man ...damn , itβs taken me this long to figure it out
What you ask for lightly comes softly ! It is already done , now just , relax in the knowing that I am already in the most beautiful relationship with the man of my dreams
Thatβs all for today, be back tomorrow ππππ
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Day 15
Dear all,
As much as fun this daily jotting is, I would like to come back at the end of the game and write my very own success story
Until then ...sayonara π