Since I've been on this forum(almost a week now).  I've had a lot of different back and forth emotions.   One minute I'm happy, the next minute I'm ehhhhh is this going to happen   

What I've learned is.  It's hard.  But you have to be happy, I notice when I'm happy, excited, feeling good, etc    Even the smallest good things will happen.       Like I've been in contact with my girl since Monday. And no.  She hasn't asked to get back together yet or express her love to me.      But I notice there's so many good things that are happening

1 she has replied a lot.   In the past. We would be in the middle of a convo. And I wouldn't get a reply again.      Monday and yesterday she fell asleep and she replied back to me the next day

2. She's opening up to me about her life.    She told me family things and also told me about different things she's done with guys.   

3. Previously. She wasn't ok with talking on the phone.   But she seems to be cool with the idea of talking on the phone soon. 



All of this happened when I started thinking positive.    When. I was scared. Fearful etc. and didn't know what would happen for our future.   She would say things like.  "I don't think we should talk on the phone".  "I don't see us being together or close friends".    "I don't see us talking much".

But since my positivity has been high.  Things have gotten better