Forgiveness is something a lot of people struggle with.  I think the reason why a lot of people have a hard time forgiving themselves for past mistakes is because they think that had they not done something in the past, that their present moment would not be falling apart.

However, the thing to remember is that the present moment can come together beautifully despite whatever happened in the past.  So, instead of tormenting yourself with regret - why not move forward to a place where you can start to experience healing?

Don't forever hate yourself for any past mistakes.  Even if you can't forgive yourself fully, try to at least move ahead in a more peaceful way.  You'll find the Universe encourages you and that you can heal the present moment regardless

Wishing you the best.

Veronica