I may get some hate on this but I feel it is a good reminder. Please please don't make your entire life about feeling the desire living in the desire. Summary just don't make every minute of the day about your desire. Sure live like you have it but if you have it would you be thinking about it all day? No you would be focusing on your job on other things because you already have it. So living in the desire isn't just about thinking they are with you it's living your life . Also it's not healthy to think about it allllll the time. Look up Agnes vivarelli addiction vs attraction video. I had to watch that a while back. I was doing everything every minute of every day. Visualizing , thinking about him and being with him etc. nothing happened.  Until I took the focus off my desire and focused on me and doing things I love. Focused on being happy and grateful for what I have. Occasional I would feel what it feels like to be with him and because I was in such good spirits anyway it the confidence and all that came naturally.  I was generating good energy and he felt it so he came back. He was attracted to how good I was feeling it was attractive for him. So please realize if we have our desire we won't focus on it 24/7. You would be doing and living life for you. There is so much more I could say on this but I can't seem to get my words right so I ll stop