All posts are wonderful. You all people are great and i wish you all get what you want.

I am imagining from 1 week now. I am sure that my subconscious havent believed yet. But i knw repetition will do it. I am not worried about my desire. Sometimes i think may be it cant happen but i have had success few years back by constantly imagining a scene for 2 weeks. And after 20 days it started happening. And it happened at same place with same person at same seat. Isnt it wonderful? Thats why despite of failing many times using this.. i cant stop believing in this. I knw if it didnt worked, i was resisting only.

I just talked to my lover. Today he told me abt his past lover. He said he wanted to marry her but since he was studying that time so  they didn't got married. The girl's family didnt wanted to wait. Now that girl is married. Tommorrow we had a plan but i cancelled due to some work. I told him lets go next week. He told me that he dont want to much involve further otherwise he will have a problem in forgetting me. he told that he loves me but is not thinking about marriage. I am not saying him that i want to marry him. Forcing him will be a negative energy. Last week when i start imagining.. i was imagining or living in the assumption that yeah i am his wife. I was sometimes bothering into details that our religions are different. If we happen to do marriage he will force me to convert or the marriage will be impossible etc. And may be he will never opt for court marriage

Today i asked him that his ex was not muslim and he was.how was ur marriage possible? He told he would do court marriage. Court marriage will not get his wife convert to other religion. I asked.. what about her religion? He said she would be free to choose if she want to convert or not.

My lover knows me from 10 years.  But we seperated, got into different relationships. And again we are together. But he loved his ex a lot. He didnt want to marry now, not even to me. He told me that if i had said 10 years back to marry him then he would marry me. But now he wants to marry the girl his mom chooses. Maybe because he still loves her a lot. Or may be he dont love me enough to marry me. I asked him why we cant get married, he said because he has told his mom.

I have read a story in which a girl was having an affair in whih guy was confused about marriage with her. But that girl imagined their wedding without telling her boyfriend and it manifested.

Sorry for the long post. But pls someone tell me,why we had a talk like this today? Last week i was wondering is he comfortable in court marriage or not or for him, his religion is necessary. He answered ques. But in regard to this girl only. He was always saying me to spend sometime alone. We r not into physical relationship as we both want to do it after marriage only. But today when i cancelled plan he told lets not meet alone otherwise he may get too involve and it will be problem for him to forget me. He was only forcing this. But today he is the one who is saying this that he is scared.

I just want to knw why all these things happened. Do u think it has something to do with my thoughts and thinking?

Last edited by guest12345 (1/20/2018 2:14 pm)