Hello lovely people. I wanted to share some followup story with you. I recently made a post here titled "seeing my ex". I'm feeling low right now and want to get out of it.
So, my job sent me to a big conference in Tennessee and I manifested my ex going to it too and being on the same flight with me. At first I was excited seeing him after such a long time and we were all having a really good time. I was traveling with a friend from work who he knows because he used to work with us when I met him.
The first night and following day of the conference he ended up spending every minute with us and was following me around like a puppy. We had a good time laughing together, being flirty and happy, going out to dinners, like we used to be back in the day.
When we got back from dinner my friend was tired and went to bed but we decided to hang out just us too a little longer. He wanted to see the city from the top of the hotel so we rode the elevator to the 25th floor and then went down to the lobby and sat on a couch and talked a while. We were catching up talking about the changed in our lives since we've been apart but I was becoming more and more uncomfortable as time went. He was telling me about this amazing place him and his girlfriend moved into recently and I got irritated. I got up and said "this is awkward, I don't want to talk about you and her. One day you were with me and the next day with her. You really hurt me!" I stormed off and went to my room. He then texted me "I'm sorry I upset you, try to get some rest".
I couldn't sleep that night and my mind was racing. Next day of the conference was horrible, I cried so much my eyes were red and puffy all day. Was nervous running into him again or seeing him but he didn't contact me or try to find me. The day went very slow. When it was lunch time me and my friend found a seat at a table with a few other people. It is a huge dining room with thousands of people attending but he ended up sitting at a table right across from us but I avoided any eye contact with him but took a glimpse at him now and then. He seemed quieter than usual and didn't engage the people eating with him a lot. I didnt want him to see me cry and stayed calm during lunch. That was the last I've seen of him that day and we caught our flight back home later that day. I was so exhausted and felt defeated. I know that I need to get myself out of this vibe but this weekend took the wind out of my sails. It felt like such a low blow acting like nothing changed between us but bragging about his "perfect" new life with the girl he replaced me with a day after we ended things.