Hi All, 
Hope all of you are well in the journey of manifesting your heart's desires. 
I was wondering if some of you can relate to me, and let me know what you did , to help you. 

Couple of days, I ran into his friend, and apparently he told his friends that he does not want to text me cause he doesnt want to lead me on etc. My immediate reaction > I was damn hurt. I mean, we had a relationship together how can he say such things, I thought maybe he has moved on etc. Threw me out of alignment totally. Of course, I know I need to ignore this, as this is the echo of my past thoughts, when I calm down. He apparently has made up his mind to not have anything to do with me in a romantic setting. 
Do you guys have the same as me, what do you do? 

Also, I have this constant nagging feeling of fear. I cant help it, to the point it is really annoying me. When I meditate I feel better, but its only for that while, and it comes back again. The thing that really is annoying me is that I feel so nauseous and my stomach is forever churning when I have this, so I actually feel sick. It is so uncomfortable! 

I'm 32 this year, and he is my first love, which is why I'm struggling so much. 

I appreciate and thank in advance for all suggestions. 


Blessings!