LotsOfLove wrote:

Hi everyone,
It has been awhile since I posted. My ex and I split up 5 years ago and he went back the mother of his child. I have tried to move on but I still have great feelings for him and want to renew a relationship with him. I spoke to him about it about a year and a half ago and he said he still thought of me and if it wasn’t for his child he would give us another chance. So I believe deep down he has feelings for me.

Since then we have started talking a little bit, which is more than what we were doing before - up until a month or so ago when he started to seem to avoid conversation and eye contact with me. I have had a few inklings that his current relationship may not be peachy keen but that is just an inkling and nothing for sure.

I find I worry a lot that maybe he is happy where he is and doesn’t want to be with me, or maybe I have messed things up or I’m not special enough. It would be devastating to me if he had no interest in me whatsoever.

I don’t know how to get into a place where I am sure I can get what I want and “overcome” what I perceive as obstacles - like his current relationship, etc etc. In my mind I often imagine him as just being happy where he is...

Any thoughts or ideas from anyone?

You obviously have some conflicting thoughts about this. I recommend listening to Neville Goddard to learn about how to use your imagination to create the reality you want. Here's one of his lectures. Actually, it's a record he made rather than one of his live lectures.

The Secret of Imagining
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YccI-t1yojk