The answer to your question lies within you. Your feelins will reflect how soon you will have him back.
If your constantly thinking and feeling the lack of him in your life, the longer it will take as you will continue to attract the "lack"
If you however focus ob yourself, start to love yourself, enjoy life, do things you love and know he is already yours, feel his presence in your life already and appreciate everything, he will be in your arms sooner than you realise ;)

Dont forget, you create everything, everything you are going through right now, you created it. 😊

I've decided to join gym next month and booked rooms for Christmas celebrations with friends and also booked time to do my nails, are these an act of loving myself? Sometimes, I don't feels like doing any visualisation only when I'm in a higher vibration. I've manifest my friendship back to me last night I felt great about it, I wanted to attract it at the same time I want to attract my guy back to me, but the friendship thing manifested, yet my guy haven't find me yet hmm. I've been trying so much to work on myself these days.I'm great that I'm less negative . Just sometimes being impatient and thought that he will never be back and there are times that I thought I don't love him anymore because I'm scared. But when my friends ask me to move on I would say no and knowing that I want to get him back! And also at the same time, I'm scared at the moment he finds me, I don't know what would he say and how would he . Good news is I've not heard about him and that girl anymore because I gave less attention to it so I believe he starts to feels that he still love me so he stop himself to see other girls? So at this mo, what should I do? And I really don't know what to do with acting if,  I keep feeling that he's right here with what I'm doing? I know I need to feel happy like he's already back but sometimes I don't really feel into it.

Bumping for newbies!!

Also a few things, I've been noticing 3 numbers a lot which I put meaning onto (which remind me of her). I was helping out a customer today, and asked him if he'd leave his number so I can call him later to see if we have a thing in stock in the back (we were swamped). His number was

(Area code) - (THOSE THREE NUMBERS in the meaningful order) - (The last 4 of my girl's cell phone number backwards [no numbers repeat, it's unique, etc.])

I checked my arrest records, I'm number "bunchoflettersendingin33" (33 is my lucky number.)

The other day I a gentleman just ******* said out of nowhere that he was number 33 registered for the draft back during the vietnam war. He then decided to state (without my prompting) that it wasn't just that he was number 33 in line... it was just... like a random number assigned to him...

Do I take these synchronicities as signs she's coming back? Or are they just damn coincidences?


I WANT TO MAKE THIS INTO A SUCCESS. I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS BECAUSE I AM NOT GIVING UP ON HER!<3<3<3 (My family is actually getting worried about me and thinking, "does he stalk her? He's sounding kinda creepy", etc.)

I need to detach, and I need to find a way to do that FAST. I'm tired of feelings hurt every day. (Beyond hurt. WAY beyond ******* hurt).


I NEED TO MAKE THIS INTO A SUCCESS STORY. She's the one. I'm not giving up.

@RR33: The number 33 means you are where your mind believes to be. It means you have reached wherever it is you were trying to reach. Now my calling as of right now is to spread the message of self love. Someone who loves themselves would not torture themselves by putting all there effort into someone who is not them.

Just walk away from her for a long while and work on yourself, dedicate yourself to you. You seem lost, I see you roaming I  circles, confused and stuck. You know what you want, now let it go and let the universe do the rest. Work on yourself entirely, the age of love has risen. Surrender to all forms of anxiety. Find your inner zen.

I give you love and compassion. I give you my truest blessings. Oh dear one, the pain will go away. Smile your most wonderful smile, you are a great person. *strokes your cheek* I am a nurtured who loves everyone around her. So dear one do not hurt yourself anymore. Just love yourself the best that you can. I have been reading your posts for awhile and I sense your pain. But everything will be fine, of you just listen to what I say.

I speak from experience sweet one. I have suffered from really bad anxiety and it affected me everywhere in my life. I just wanted the feeling to leave me, I wanted to stop crying and panicking. So I chose the peaceful path and my beloved, he is still with me no matter what. I just wanted to feel good and loved by me.