It's been 2 months since the breakup(a lot of people say I have an advantage with if only being 2 months and also she being 18 and me a few years older.  Even if she's talking to other guys)

I'm so happy with the progress I've made.   2 months ago today.  I honestly felt like I was going to die, like she's the love of my life.   The girl I can talk to about anything and tell anything to.    I've been so up and down the last  2 months.    I made the mistake of staying friends with her.  And we basically talked every day.  Up until September 30th.       Then in the month of October.   There were a few times I texted her with no reply.  And also a few times we talked

We went like a week or two with no talking. And then I contacted her.       I even texted her a few days in November so far with no reply.


But yesterday.  I came to the conclusion.  That I'm not doing this anymore.   Everything in the past doesn't matter.  And I have to get a hold of myself.     Is there times I worry that she won't contact me?   Yes.  Is there times I worry we won't ever get back together?  Yes. 


This is why I think I found loa at the right time.    I'm ready to make a change.   I'm ready to be that person who loves themselves and is gaily no matter what.      I'm ready to change my vibrations.      And I know I'll get everything I want and up to this point.  I have gotten everything I wanted. I thought negatively and bad.  And I got that

Now I'm ready to change my vibrations to a positive and high matter.  And I know.  I'll get what I truly desire.   Good job.   Good friends.   Confidence.  And my love back