Alycat1110 wrote:

In order for you to be the creator of your own life the goal is to always be in alignment with it. So what happens when you aren't in alignment with anything? For example, I have battled weight issues my entire life. I know I SHOULD be working out or at least desiring to have a healthy and happy life. However I have no motivation to do it. I read an article that said that being lazy is just not being in alignment with what you want. So am I therefore not in alignment with being healthy? I don't only feel this way about my weight, it's everything. I'm lazy in my relationship so as a result so is my boyfriend. And now I'm getting a lot of anxiety and worry because of it. But I know we love each other and I know we at each others future. Additionally, I hate going to school. I just don't like going, I love what I am learning but it isn't enough to make me want to go. I haven't really ever felt like this before and I can't put a name to how I'm feeling. I don't want to move through life numb to what's around and miss such amazing opportunities. Life is a amazing.

How do I raise my vibe?

Sounds like depression to me, I have it. Had for some time now to the point that my mind became skeptic of so much.

Alycat1110 wrote:

I had depression wheb I was in my early 20's and now I have received treatment and have been diagnosed with Anxiety not depression. I mean if I look on Abraham's Emotional Scale it is so obvious that I'm so far from alignment but I really feel helpless.

Also, I have been in my relationship happily for almost a full year. Like on top of the world love. How can I continue to come from a place of alignment and make positive improvements to myself so that I am in love with me so I can be all I am and receive the same back from my partner.

Often times, with anxiety comes depression. That sense of helplessness and numbing sounds like depression to me. I feel the same way, if it's any consolation. What I've been doing to help it has been watching Veronica's videos and just ignoring any issues I've got by distracting myself or watching a movie/tv series so that I can live in that moment. I wish you the best of luck! I have no idea how to get past that, let alone manifest my girl back, but I know you can get past this!!!