Good afternoon all!
So I was on my lunch today and I was thinking I appreciate who I am now. I want to continue the self love but I appreciate that when I think of things that do not serve me I have the ability to think logically and change it instead of just reacting emotionally like I use to. I love me. I also thought about things like when I start to worry about the future I have the ability to stop that thought and turn it into something more suitable. Like for example I am thining about tomorrow he party and all these scenarios that could happen but I stop myself and say the goal is to have fun with friends and just be happy do not worry about anything and I smile when I think of that.  So this self love stuff helps a lot

In different aspects I am grateful for the situation I am in. If this hadn't had happened I wouldn't be learning what I am now and becoming a better person.  I also realize I am in a good spot with my guy . I am happy we talk and I am happy he cares about me. It's not everything in my life but it's something I'm grateful for and I care for him in return. I have gotten to a place that I know things would be fine without him being my boyfriend. Do I want it yes . Would I be disappointed yes but I know other guys have interest in me and I know I can have another relationship should I choose to. I want to keep this up for me because it feels so peaceful and nice. My guy is even coming to my birthday party I'm having .so even if he isn't my boyfriend we clearly care for each other and are on good terms .  I am just grateful and happy and I feel like the universe has my back even through the doubt . Just wanted to share guys start with you and you have a different outlook I m still journeying but it is definetly better then I was a month ago.