I've actually posted this in the right place this time! It's been one of those days, hahaha but it's all goooooood!

Life's been looking up for me a lot lately, I did a lot of soul searching and found out what needs to be changed in my life. I asked for guidance along the way and got the answers I was seeking, in days in some cases. I found and was accepted into a local mental health support group because I have struggled with mental illness for a long time and I'm not a fan of the whole victim mentality anymore. So there's that going for me. This is what I need and the universe brought it to my attention. There is no shame in asking for help or reaching out for it. Sometimes it's what you need to get on the right track. 

I have decided to ditch anything that consistently drags me down, in some cases the situation sorts itself or I find something better to focus on.
I have been thinking about the man I originally joined this forum for a lot lately. It's all good now in regards to that. We are not in contact, that's okay, I'm not upset anymore. Would I like to be with him? Absolutely! Is that going to take over my life? Nah! There was another man in the picture for a while but I noticed I wasn't happy with that situation and decided to take a step back and ask for clarity. He's gone, we're on good terms and I've got people who are keen on me in my life so I'm not worried about being undesirable. 
I couldn't really give much to a relationship with anybody right now anyway, there's work to be done with me. I thought about him one day and saw Agnes Vivarelli's video about a giveaway. I entered to win her $200 ex back intermediate course because let's be real, I can and who wouldn't like a freebie? ;) Didn't think about it for a while because I have other things on in my life. I won and have more material to study when I choose to, so that's pretty sweet.

I can say right now that at least 7/10 of my manifestations have happened or are in the process of springing into my life. I've got a lot to focus on now. Since I've started working out consistently, drinking more water, seeing friends and not tormenting myself with the whys and hows of life things are picking up gradually. I've even started writing a blog as a new hobby, it's nothing special and I don't intend it to be right now, or if I ever will. It's nice to have an outlet for sharing what I have been up to or the progress I make. 
I won't kid you and tell you I've been happy all the time. In fact, it's not all sunshine and rainbows but I'm learning to enjoy dancing in the rain occasionally. ;)