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Ok so today is day 23 on the challenge and I had been asking for a sign. My 3 year old was my sign.
She said "mommy did you apologize for being a big baby to Mr. Kiss.?"
After tilting my head a bit, I realized that I haven't heard from him because I WAS WRONG. In all the years we've been in each other's lives I've rarely heard him tell me no. And most recently when we began dating again, I was so consumed wih my happiness, I neglected the fact that his plate was too full and yet I still "acted like a big baby" as my kid said..and wanted more.
I NEED to tell him. Not because I think itll change his mind from me being a high maintenance brat but because I'm grateful for what he could do and sorry I didn't show my gratitude.
Guys I tried calling this am but it went straight to voicemail. I gotta say it. Tell him. I'm so beyond emotions that the wait is killing me. It's the best feeling ive had all this time. Knowing im going to do the right thing to someone I genuinely love. And not to get him back..but just because it's the right thing to do!
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MissMiles906 wrote:
Ok so today is day 23 on the challenge and I had been asking for a sign. My 3 year old was my sign.
She said "mommy did you apologize for being a big baby to Mr. Kiss.?"
After tilting my head a bit, I realized that I haven't heard from him because I WAS WRONG. In all the years we've been in each other's lives I've rarely heard him tell me no. And most recently when we began dating again, I was so consumed wih my happiness, I neglected the fact that his plate was too full and yet I still "acted like a big baby" as my kid said..and wanted more.
I NEED to tell him. Not because I think itll change his mind from me being a high maintenance brat but because I'm grateful for what he could do and sorry I didn't show my gratitude.
Guys I tried calling this am but it went straight to voicemail. I gotta say it. Tell him. I'm so beyond emotions that the wait is killing me. It's the best feeling ive had all this time. Knowing im going to do the right thing to someone I genuinely love. And not to get him back..but just because it's the right thing to do!
Sometimes it's good to clear the air no matter what happens for your own good. Last weekend the universe delivered and I got to see my guy again after 4 months of silence. It was good to wish each other well and get things off my chest, apologize. It helped me finally make peace with everything and be able to let go completely and now I feel relieved and ready to move on after trying so hard to manifest that moment or relationship back. You do what feels right to you, things will work out for the best. Now we both know that we still care about each other but wish each other well on our journey. Even if you are not in contact I'm sure he knows how you feel
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