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So my guy and I dated about ten years ago. Last year November I kept smelling him. I kept thinking of him. I couldn't stop hearing his voice or feeling his hands on me. Just got outta control. When I finally got the courage to contact him...he emailed me. Apparently my lil sister had been reaching out to him and he was curious about me too.
Starting February this year we were dating regularly. He made so much time for me. I was so in love. Id always see Texas license plates, the numbers 29 and 73 and I always heard Bora Bora or asking Beloved by Jordan Feliz.
By July things got odd. I had a few negative events happen and he did too. We just faded away a little. By end of the month he was traveling for work and I had not seen him in 3weeks.
So on day I'm driving and swear I see him with another girl. I call his yelling about being with someone else and he was like I'm home, you're crazy, I'm stressed, no money, can't live a life I want too, I'm over it, I'm done.
About 2 week ago he called and explained a little that he apologized but being a couple was tough because there was just no time and he was overwhelmed and that was that.
I sent him a thank you email for loving me but let go.
Yesterday was my birthday. He DID send me a text. I had been rebooting the 25 day challenge, meditation, visualized, sending heart love and started seeing Texas license plates again..i live in Maryland. Read a post today about a couple one in Maryland one in Texas. Hearing the song Beloved and my cousin randomly says yester she wanted to go to Bora Bora.
His text yesterday was pretty basic happy birthday. I said thanks for remembering honey. He says I hope you have a good day baby I said thank you and i appreciate you..he says I love you too babe...ttyl!
However positive that was, I feel like I can still hearing him in my head telling me to come to him...and I'm usually saying out loud..no it's your turn, or what you want me to say, you left. Like it's so loud and so regular. Just like in November. Anyone experienced this?!?
Basically I love him and I'm upset you know. He left without warning me of is situation. He owes me some money for cancelling a trip cause he has to work. And he promised me he wouldn't leave again and we would try. But even though those aren't horrible things I'm still battling anger cause he's never yelled at me or been so unfair. But then there's the number 29 which I see alot which means things are coming to an end. I'm not sure if we are coming to an end or my twin flame separation is coming to an end. And horoscope for Taurus is horrible. They all say to leave or reboot tour life...I'm Virgo and they say the world is my oyster and I'm going to have what I want..smh...just all over the place.
But at night I feel him in bed. I can still smell him. Still feels his kisses. I can hear his laugh. See his smile/face..totally not sure if this is positive or residual cause I miss him.
Anyone got through this? What was he outcome?
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MissMiles906 wrote:
So my guy and I dated about ten years ago. Last year November I kept smelling him. I kept thinking of him. I couldn't stop hearing his voice or feeling his hands on me. Just got outta control. When I finally got the courage to contact him...he emailed me. Apparently my lil sister had been reaching out to him and he was curious about me too.
Starting February this year we were dating regularly. He made so much time for me. I was so in love. Id always see Texas license plates, the numbers 29 and 73 and I always heard Bora Bora or asking Beloved by Jordan Feliz.
By July things got odd. I had a few negative events happen and he did too. We just faded away a little. By end of the month he was traveling for work and I had not seen him in 3weeks.
So on day I'm driving and swear I see him with another girl. I call his yelling about being with someone else and he was like I'm home, you're crazy, I'm stressed, no money, can't live a life I want too, I'm over it, I'm done.
About 2 week ago he called and explained a little that he apologized but being a couple was tough because there was just no time and he was overwhelmed and that was that.
I sent him a thank you email for loving me but let go.
Yesterday was my birthday. He DID send me a text. I had been rebooting the 25 day challenge, meditation, visualized, sending heart love and started seeing Texas license plates again..i live in Maryland. Read a post today about a couple one in Maryland one in Texas. Hearing the song Beloved and my cousin randomly says yester she wanted to go to Bora Bora.
His text yesterday was pretty basic happy birthday. I said thanks for remembering honey. He says I hope you have a good day baby I said thank you and i appreciate you..he says I love you too babe...ttyl!
However positive that was, I feel like I can still hearing him in my head telling me to come to him...and I'm usually saying out loud..no it's your turn, or what you want me to say, you left. Like it's so loud and so regular. Just like in November. Anyone experienced this?!?
Basically I love him and I'm upset you know. He left without warning me of is situation. He owes me some money for cancelling a trip cause he has to work. And he promised me he wouldn't leave again and we would try. But even though those aren't horrible things I'm still battling anger cause he's never yelled at me or been so unfair. But then there's the number 29 which I see alot which means things are coming to an end. I'm not sure if we are coming to an end or my twin flame separation is coming to an end. And horoscope for Taurus is horrible. They all say to leave or reboot tour life...I'm Virgo and they say the world is my oyster and I'm going to have what I want..smh...just all over the place.
But at night I feel him in bed. I can still smell him. Still feels his kisses. I can hear his laugh. See his smile/face..totally not sure if this is positive or residual cause I miss him.
Anyone got through this? What was he outcome?
It sounds like he's using RS on you.
I wouldn't read too much into horoscopes. They aren't created solely for an individual and are meant to be a guideline.
Ask for a very clear and specific sign. It's easy to do and you won't have to question random things like numbers. Ask your Higher Self to ask his Higher Self of this is supposed to be. Then ask for something undeniable and clear to answer. It'll come.