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I've read so many threads on here where people look for and try to understand signs and some say thank the universe as it means your desire is manifesting and others say try not to focus on them because then all you'll attract are signs.
But what if you don't want signs any more? Just before my POI resumed contact I saw signs everywhere and the day before all I could see was him name everywhere and anywhere, the day he contacted me I didn't see his name at all and I wasn't upset or worried but I thought isn't that funny that I haven't seen his name yet and then a short while later he contacted me.
There has been a lot of to-ing and fro-ing since then and I decided several months ago I don't want him anymore.
When I got signs before I would thank the universe and move on with my day and not focus on them but now I am so fed up that when i'm decided to move on to something better that I still see signs everywhere, I get irritated by them and have said to the universe "thank you but he is not important to me" but I still see them everywhere. I've tried to not acknowledge them at all but that makes no difference either.
I decided I had to stay offline for a couple of weeks to break the pattern of seeing his name and signs everywhere but it hasn't helped, if I see a leaflet or a newspaper out of the corner of my eye all I see is his name on the page, like spiderman senses lol. If I am in a room with a tv that i'm not watching I seem to glance at the tv just at the opening or closing credits when his name has popped up. If i'm talking to someone they'll mention their cousin, gardener etc. who has his name. I woke up the other day in a fantastic mood and hadn't thought about him at all and then I get a phone call "Hi, this is X", it was someone with the wrong number, Β I see his name constantly and everywhere despite the fact that I don't want to anymore. Earlier today I looked for a new positive affirmations video to listen to and I had a quick scroll through the comments which is something I had stopped doing because I didn't want to see his name, one username was "HisnameisX"
I think the obvious answer is that although I don't want him anymore I possibly do still have some things to forgive him for and work to do on myself but I have been doing so much self love and affirmations and am feeling amazing in every other way, the signs are the only thing that bring my vibration down. I've tried cutting the cord and that hasn't helped either.Β