This is a weird situation and I’m not sure how to approach it from a LOA standpoint:
 
So back in April I started seeing this guy and we hung out a few times over the course of the next two months. He was really great and we really started getting close but his ex was still in the picture so there’d be times where he would ghost me because he was trying to get back together with his ex. Then I’d reach out and he’d come back and everything would be great for a week or so and he’d say all these nice things, but then the cycle would repeat and he’d try to get back with his ex. Finally a few weeks ago I just told him not to reach out to me again until he was completely over his ex.
 
I would like to see him again but I’ve been trying to move on. But recently I’ve been feeling sick and I found out yesterday I have mono. I did the math and I probably got it from him (there’s one other person I kissed around the same time I also could’ve gotten it from; or some type of contaminated silverware or a million other weird scenarios I got it from). There’s also a small possibility I could’ve given it to him.
 
My question: should I reach out and tell him? I feel like the part of me that wants to reach out to him is the “inner child” part of me that still wants to have a connection with him and who wants to force things into happening (and maybe even play the victim a little bit by being like “look at the pain you put me through with this”). I know a part of attracting someone back is no contact and this would obviously break that. But am I required to let him know that he could’ve possibly been exposed to or given me mono? Does that supersede the “no contact” tenet of LOA? If he did have it or I did give it him he’d probably be experiencing symptoms by now. He also could’ve carried it and never have any symptoms. I also could’ve not gotten it from him at all. I don’t know. Part of me also realizes this isn’t anything fatal like AIDS, so he would definitely get over it (like I’m trying to right now).
 
Things didn’t end horribly between us but he did ignore several of my messages before I finally sent him a long message asking him to just be honest with me and he just said “I’m trying to get back with my ex” and then I just said “Alright. Well reach out to me again if things don’t work out.” That’s how things ended.
 
What do you guys think? There’s no Abraham Hicks video on Mononucleosis so I thought I’d post this to get others’ opinions. I really do want to just get better and move on and not dwell on him but I can’t help but feel some guilt like maybe I should reach out (though I do recognize it could be unfounded).