If it's making you this unhappy then absolutely leave it be and let it go. You wouldn't be able to manifest anything from this state anyway.

You need to look after yourself. Take some time out, focus on you and figure out what you want and what your next step should be.

Manifesting (and more importantly- love) shouldn't be stressful or painful. Good luck to you.

Hi Blossom1, I think taking time for yourself is the best thing you can do, because as I can see, you're not enjoying the visualization, you feel like you're exausted and that's not good, if you feel like that it's because you're creating a strong ressistance. 

So, don't worry about him, take care of yourself and your kids, try to get yourself back before trying to get him back, go and work in yourself, be happy and then you're going to receibe a great surprise, this is not the end of your journey, this is the beggining 

And remember, he is not the price, you are the price!! 

Last edited by Kavik (7/22/2017 4:54 pm)

Thanks everyone for your comments.As it stands I've no idea if we are still together right now in his eyes, I know he's going through a stressful time atm but we're both adults with the ability to communicate - doesn't take a minute to fire off a text or make a call saying ' look I love you, still want this but I need bit time out atm ' well, that's what Id do anyway, rather than no reply to calls, cut calls off or if I do get to speak to him say he'll call me back and then not bother.(and i havent been hounding him with needy calls, these are just calls id make on a regular day - may have called once or twice more as have not been able to get through - but i dont do the chassing thing, if someone going to act like that they dont deserve my attention) So I find myself thinking WTF Ive spent days on end doing RS, visualising, whispering technique etc for this to happen and at the time I had no resistence and was coming from a place of joy as had no idea he was going to act in this way.There seems to be no movement forward, yes ive manifested him back, got the odd call etc but we're still stuck in this limbo relationship and its getting worse not better, and that's why I'm taking time out .. in my eyes if I'm putting so much effort in things should be moving forward even if at a snails pace (and there has been no resistence etc etc ) as i did fully believe that against all the odds we'd be together - 4 yrs long distance has to count for something, its only now I'm thinking what is going on, why are things worse than when i started consiously putting LOA into practice. Just need time to gather my thoughts, I may feel better and more refreshed in week or two. Despite acting like a complete *hole atm, I love this man to the moon and back, but i love myself more and i need to do whats best for me atm x

Last edited by Blossom1 (7/23/2017 12:08 am)

Suzy wrote:

If what you meant say is you're taking time away from the forum...i understand. Saying you're taking time away from LOA....doesn't make sense because LOA is always working....whether you are aware of it or not.

I meant taking time out from consciously trying to manifest by way of visualisations, RS, heart energy mediations etcI will always try and watch my thoughts, although a negative post because i was so upset and frustrated I'm trying to get back on track and the positive even in this situation - which would be that we both have time out to gain some perspective.

Last edited by Blossom1 (7/23/2017 12:22 am)