So recently a dramatic event took place in my life.
Yesterday morning (20/07) I learned that my close friend died in a car crash that night. He was 18, I am 17. It's my first 'death situation'.
I remember that night I wore a black pyjama for the first time in my life, I was reading sad poetry and couldn't sleep all night (but back then I didn't know about the accident). For the past week I also had been thinking about death quite a lot and I've seen a great deal of images of my and my ex crying because of someone's death. We will see each other on the funeral (we're good friends now). I hadn't been thinking about anyone specific, only us but mainly crying and giving support to each other.
What are your views on death, do you think I attracted it (according to LoA I did but when it comes to death people's opinions are divided)? I would appreciate your honest replies...