AnythingIsPossible wrote:

I've recently been in this space where I don't get really sad at contrast. Unwanted circumstances still come up and at times it seems like things really aren't going my way. I want to break down and have a pity party, but my mind just won't let me. I wanted to know if anyone else has come to this point as well.

I use to feel like a victim in every area of my life. I expected the worse and that's exactly what I got. Every negative thought I had kept proving itself to be true to me over and over again. I started practicing LOA around mid May 2017. I got a really big energy shift early June 2017 and another one yesterday. Since June every time I experience contrast (finding out he's out with another girl, seeing a tweet by him that makes it seem like things aren't going my way, etc.) I can't even be as upset as I use to get. I've tried, but each time I try to go to that dark place I think:

"You create your own experience. This contrast is hear to serve you in a good way. Your current experience is only temporary and a low vibration because of it won't bring about anything good. Find a reason to be happy."

After thinking that and knowing what I know about LOA it seems pointless to wallow in sadness, so I don't. I physically can't. It's so strange, but so magnificent at the same time. I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this and what their experience has been like.

This is amazing and wonderful.  Just curious... do you feel emotionally numb, or do you just feel pretty good about life?  I think I'm passing through the numb phase, hoping I'll come out on the positive side of the spectrum.

unicornsandrainbows wrote:

AnythingIsPossible wrote:

I've recently been in this space where I don't get really sad at contrast. Unwanted circumstances still come up and at times it seems like things really aren't going my way. I want to break down and have a pity party, but my mind just won't let me. I wanted to know if anyone else has come to this point as well.

I use to feel like a victim in every area of my life. I expected the worse and that's exactly what I got. Every negative thought I had kept proving itself to be true to me over and over again. I started practicing LOA around mid May 2017. I got a really big energy shift early June 2017 and another one yesterday. Since June every time I experience contrast (finding out he's out with another girl, seeing a tweet by him that makes it seem like things aren't going my way, etc.) I can't even be as upset as I use to get. I've tried, but each time I try to go to that dark place I think:

"You create your own experience. This contrast is hear to serve you in a good way. Your current experience is only temporary and a low vibration because of it won't bring about anything good. Find a reason to be happy."

After thinking that and knowing what I know about LOA it seems pointless to wallow in sadness, so I don't. I physically can't. It's so strange, but so magnificent at the same time. I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this and what their experience has been like.

This is amazing and wonderful.  Just curious... do you feel emotionally numb, or do you just feel pretty good about life?  I think I'm passing through the numb phase, hoping I'll come out on the positive side of the spectrum.

No I don't feel numb at all. I'm just unable to wallow in negative emotions even though I experience something that I think justifies wallowing. And yeah I also feel really great about life. Like everything is beautiful and working in my favor.