Okay, I need a little LOA help.

Long story short.
10 months ago, my girlfriend of 1,5 year left me suddenly.
I was a wreck. Spend months doing all the wrong things and even ended up manifesting a new guy for her (everyone is you pushed out, as you know).
In december I found Veronica and thru her LOA.
Spend months and months on trying to manifest my ex back, but nothing happen. She continued to block me, and still does to this day.
Finally a day came when I told the universe that I wanted her or someone better. And that I would love to meet someone thru people I know.
Then in May, at a birthday at some good friends of mine, what do I see?
This gorgeous girl and I just fell for her instantly. And so did she.
She lives in another country btw, but attended this birthday.
We became friends on facebook, Instagram and snapchat. She liked all my posts and even commented on some of them.
We began texting.
She came back to my country for 12 days in early june and we saw eachother 3 times. During these 12 days things went really fast and Before we knew it, we began holding hands, kissing  and agreed on being boyfriend and girlfriend.
Needless to say, things went way too fast. And you can probably guess the rest.
But here it goes.
She left my country and went back Home again. And for some reason I began to feel insecure and doubt and fear crept in.
I told her why I was feeling insecure (no girl likes an insecure man!), and that it was because of the way the communication was when my ex left me (no girl want to hear about the ex!).
So I began to think she didn't wanted to be with me anymore.
And again, everyone is you pushed out.
A week after she left, she texted me that she had to put us aside for now, at least until she returns in august, due to personal issues.
Of course I was crushed. Finally I'd met this incredible girl who was everything I was looking for, and just like all the others, she left me when fear and worry was my main feeling.
We are still friends on facebook etc. But she haven't liked or commented any of my Stuff since then. I can see she watches my stories on Instagram. But that's it.
No contact from her, what so ever.


Well, long story short... became kinda long anyways. Sorry 😊

Now, what I need help with is mainly how to keep my vibe up.
I know the situation is salvageable, but doubt tend to crawl in, when there's no sign of her being interrested.
What would be my best Road right now?
I do PW every day, in the morning and Before bed.
I use the whisper technique and send her lots of loving thoughts.
I tell my self that she still wants to See me when she returns.
And I focus a lot in self love and only do things that makes me happy.

Last edited by Lj (7/15/2017 3:34 pm)